not a very great day today..was raining rather heavily when i left my house..and yet my brother went to play basketball with his friends..no school fro him today..weird huh?haha..the school wants them to have some self-study-cum-revision at home..all online work assigned to them..so efficient?no need to waste time on bus journey??haha..hmm,this could be one of the methods of teaching in the future..online teaching..everyone attends lessons as and when they like and ask questions..haha...

future.the effects of technology.
it's the effects of technology that made me blog online,instead of writing on a notebook..perhaps writing on notebook will not be that good as it is more difficult for me to sort out the details and add on later on..haha..and i find my mind flowing more freely when i am typing online..wonder why..the effects of technology..furthermore,this will help in some way or another to convey my message to people around me...but hope they won't misunderstand la..haha.. ;P

technology had shortened our distances and yet in some sense lengthen our distance..shortened distance as in the internet/handphone allows us to be able to communicate with people who are far away from us...lengthen as in the family itself..less communication...in a family,the mum is using the phone,dad is watching the news on tv,sis is playing with the internet,bro is listening to mp3..technology torn us apart..no communications within the family...so sad..even more absurb,they used sms(via handphone) to communicate as there are hundreds of free sms they could use in their mobile plan..wahaha...u think it is funny?i think it really happen in real life..used to be communicating by chatting on phones and now,just a message via sms..dun u think that this is abit uncommon..even some who never chat with you face to face,can have loads to talk to when on phone and online via msn or sms..haha..funny..i have met quite a number of such friends..then smiling to yourself and laughing like mad when u see their replie,esp on sms and msn...people will think you are mad..hehe..and that's wad i am doin now..my family members are givin me the weird what the hell are you doin look..haha..=P

gotta go mug for my POB test le..next week..and econs..oh my god..i haven't touch it yet..hope i won't touch the comp tml...at least for the afternoon..wahaha...tata~~

got this from kailian's webbie..haha..found it to be pretty cool..:) so lian jie hope you dun mind i "steal" it from ur webbie...haha..


*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Get hugs of your own

i guess everyone needs a hug sometimes..remember when we were in secondary school,especially during birthdays,we will hug each other..heck care the stares,heck care what people think..we just hug like nobody's business...haha..but now,seems like all hugs are reserved for boyfriends..haha..:P eh,in public,weird to hug a girl rite??haha..my perception..people will think you are lesbian or wad..haha..hai~as we grow older,we seems to care more about what people think than what we ourselves think..sad isn't it??life is like this..so if u miss me,wanna hug me..just feel free to..tell me..i also miss hugging too..

to all my friends..*hugZ* :)

late for school.
stupid me took mrt to school then changed bus at eunos interchange to take 154..stupid rite??tot i am early..but actual fact i am not..the lecturer already started the lessons and the best thing was that when i finally settled down,the lecturer said something..she said "class,you all cannot afford to be late again as the rest of the lectures are going to be very important." duh??of course,i noe it is important..wad the heck..and definitely,i am not the kind that enjoys being late...haha..so panicky and so frantic..not a very nice feeling..but anyway,dun care la..luckily,i am able to catch up and didn't reallie ask a lot of questions from the person beside me..guess she didn't reallie start early..haha..i was 15 min late by the way...haha

had break..went to ask the lecturer some questions,just to clarify..haha..but she doesn't sound convincing to me...when i asked if the delta can be written in the way mr yong taught us..can,i suppose..so anyway,i met tongda..haha..so qiao rite??haha..coz he is a foreign student,so they are supposed to mark attendance each time they attend lessons..haha.. hmm,then we chatted abit loh..haha..but he dunnoe who i am..wadeva la..hmm,he was studying in accounting and finance..haha..so qiao..

anyway,i also met farhan and his sayang..haha..he was in NS now,but since he got nothing on on saturday,he accompanied her for lessons then after that...hehe..you guess la..haha..anyway,he very funny one leh...messaged me a "Halo" a bit diao rite??haha..his sayang jealous le..haha...:P but i was in a hurry to leave,so didn't reallie chat much with them... best maths lessons i attended in SIM so far..haha...sudden familiarity with so many people..haha...

tuition today.
was also again slightly late for tuition..haha..hmm,all because i miss the bus..hmm..reached around 2.10pm like that..but i also ended lessons late as well...ard 3.40pm..his name is alistar..and finally i got the mother's home number..i guess his mum quite satisified with my performance ba..there are alot of assessment books for him to do leh..reallie a lot...around 5-6 assessments per subject..so scary rite??he is only pri 3..but luckily he still show enthusiasm in doing the assessment books..

went through some of the maths questions with him..more or less,he got the hang of it..but he is very distractive..and would like to take a lot of breaks in between..haha..perhaps next week,we should close the door..less distraction..i dunnoe..haha...maybe i should go earlier..coz of the time affecting him as well...hmm,or maybe because the mother is not at home..so he easily distracted..i guess so..i dunnoe..but i think he is able to concentrate for a very short while..which is better than nothing...

sad news.
i got no more tuition lobang...i scare the next one i got i will lose all enthusiasm,so was hoping to get another one,intro by my mum..but apparently not successful,coz the clash in time-table..so sad..somemore the child study in a school that is so far away from her home..so..hai~~gotta give it a miss..perhaps,next year ba,when she is in the morning session..if the mother reallie wants me to tutor her..haha..yeah..i am now dying to teach..haha..i want money...hehe...money face..:P

raining day.
was reminded again of the past...seems that i can never get away from the past..my past is haunting me..haha...anyway, thought of the times we had our CCA in our sec sch life,then we had to run to the bus stop opposite of the school..was raining then..pretty cool huh??haha..dunnoe why..i found walking in the heavy rain cool,especially in uniform..some of the guys even admire us leh..coz we just walk across in the rain..so xiao sha..so shuai..haha...but now,i would bring my umbrella,no matter where i go...but that is given that my bag isn't heavy..

weather nowadays are beginning to be less predictable..noone knows when it will rains..no one knows what will happened next..it seems to some people that life is too short for them..if possible,i would like to lend my part of life to them..haha...impossible though...how long would you like to live till??100??ideal age for me is probably 55 or even lesser??dun u think it is a good ideal to die at your peak??so that there won't be any fall?no feelings of disappointment...but too bad,we can't control when we can die......perhaps at the time when i know i would die,i would begin to think of surviving..as in can't bear to leave..just like that...ironic??yep,i guess so..that's me..what can i do about it??i dunnoe..you have any idea??

went to watch dodgeball today with lena huixin and kaijing..haha..quite funny..but felt cheated..coz perhaps our expectations was a bit too high..so..slightly disappointed..haha.. coz diana told us that it was so fabulous that lena and kaijing dragged me along..haha..hmm,i myself also quite tempted to watch la..but $8.50 was a bit too expensive for a 100 min show..perhaps they should start charging according to the number of minutes of the show..was actually thinking of goin into another theatre to watch another movie..but hai~~lena was rushing off for tuition..and left me,huixin and kaijing only..haha...

was munching potato chips the entire movie..must have gain at least half a kilo..just hope that i won't end up as white..haha..he became a fat fat man in the end,munching on all the titbits he had resisted eating for the past few years while he was the gym instructor..haha..

this is the storyline from one of the webbie...
Peter LaFleur (Vince Vaughn) is a charismatic underachievers and proprietor of a rundown gym called Average Joe's. The facility's eclectic clientele of decidedly less-than-average Joes is comprised of: a self-styled pirate,Steve the Pirate(Alan Tudyk); a scrawny nerd who dreams of impressing an unattainable cheerleader,Justin(Justin Long) ; an obsessive aficionado of obscure sports,Gordon(Stephen root); a dim-witted young man,Owen (Joel David Moore); and a cocky know-it-all who, of course, really knows nothing,Dwight (Chris Williams). Peter's humble gym catches the eye of White Goodman (Ben Stiller), the power-mullet-sporting, Fu-Manchu-d, egomaniacal owner of Globo Gym, a gleaming monolith of fitness. White intends to take over Average Joe's, and Peter's non-existent bookkeeping is making it all too easy for him. A foreclosing bank has stationed attorney Kate Veatch (Christine Taylor) inside Average Joe's to finalize Globo's takeover of the gym. But Peter's boyish charms win her over and Kate joins his team of social rejects to beat the odds--and their own ineptitude--to try to save Average Joe's. Their solution? To enter the dodgeball championship coming up in Las Vegas, with a grand prize of $50,000, just enough to keep Globo Gym from taking control of Average Joe's. Forming their team, along with a former dodgeball champ turned drunken coach (Rip Torn), Peter's 'Average Joes' squad heads to Sin City to compete, finding White and his 'Purple Cobras' there to try and stand in his way.

hmm,i think the most funny part is the cheerleading one..haha..coz Justin was very skinny and not as popular,so i guess during the audition,he was paired up with a super-duper big-sized lady..imagine having to carry her up and throwing her in the air and then catching her again..it seems mission impossible but he managed to hold her up..which i think was reallie strong of him to do so..amazing..haha..hmm,she landed on him..with the skirt on his face,almost suffocating him..imagine how bad it was..haha..in the end,Justin managed to get hold of both cheerleading as well as the girl he liked..And most importantly,he fare well in the game dodgeball..Haha..

hmm,yeah...a happy ending for the average joe's gym..Ha..quite expected although there is a twist here and there..everyone in the cinema was happy that the story ended happily and white in a sad state..rather sudden for the gym coach to just leave..like that in the gamling den,being hit by some stupid advertisement board.. didn't expect Peter (or issit Pete) to accept White's money..And bet it on their team and in fact they won thousands and thousands..And thus they could even took over globo gym..Haha..cool...And Peter was with Kate,Justin with Amber,the girl he likes in charlatans..he managed to took over Derek(he injured himself and fall down from the roller coster,as cursed by someone in the average joe's team..Haha..) for cheerleading..but not sure if they won..Steve the pirate finally managed to think through things and stop imaging that he is a pirate..he cut his hair..so cool..Ha..Dwight had loads of girls to accompany him..not sure what problem he had at first..:P then Owen found his true love as the opponent team Fran,the ugly girl in the other team,Globo Gym,"Purple Cobra" team i think..just realised that the lady who acted as the ugly female in the globo gym,was actually a beauty...Haha..i show you guys her picture..compare with the pic on top..it is reallie her..woah~~the power of make-up...Haha..

here is her picture.

studied in school before meeting kaijing and lena...i was studying with janice..coz of our upcoming POB test..scary...40 min essay question..haha..isn't it scary??hmm,anyway,yeah,gotta thank her a lot..she reallie tried to clarify alot of my doubts in POB..gotta make notes for banking..haha..if not reallie very messy..haha..i mean my notes..hmm..we joined the bball team..haha..even though we dun reallie noe how to play..just felt interested..so join loh..at least more life..haha..

was heading towards clementi mrt control station when we were stopped by the sales people from predential..asking us to save in predential..haha..hmm...snatching the business of the bank..haha..so how??maybe in future i will be jobless le..:( haha..perhaps i might be working in a financial instituitions in the future..perhaps..might be those kind of sales person liao..and i hate sales

reasons why predential is snatching the banking services:
1. it is a great way of diversification for them,reduce their losses and help get income.
2. since they had sufficient clients,they are able to get their clients to do some saving and gradually start up a new business line--saving plan they call it.
3. technology allows them to outsource and hence reduces risks they could have.somemore they have economies of scale in risk analysis (due to technology) and perhaps they have the funds.

all of the above are predicted and according to my study of banking..dun sue me if i am wrong..haha...study of banking reallie works in the real world in today's society..how cool...

then we talked about lots of lame lame jokes..haha..even continued after the movie with huixin..haha...lame..anyway,haha..janice told me the ans to the third panda question..haha..okok..let me ask you guys..what will the panda wish for if it were to have 3 wishes..haha..go ahead guess..woohoo~~

went to school today..was late..rushed to the front to grab a place which can accomodate all 3 of us,jan,xj and me..but in the end,they sat behind..coz they couldn't find me..understandable??yep,i can understand..then we sat together after break..which i felt was like no point loh..anyway,i felt that i dun reallie clique with them la..coz wadeva they said i dunnoe and hence most of the time will be in a daze...haha..especially when there is only 3 of us..i hate ODD numbers..since primary school,i have a phobia of odd number..dunnoe why..prefer even number..2..haha..yeah!!a pair..haha..twins..haha..*thinking run wild* anyway,went home alone..took 154 switch to 8..haha..hmm,not a very short journey but not long also..just 1hr 20 min..i reached home le...

hmm,had a pretty nice chat with qimin and may just now..was again reminded of the past..seems like the past is wad we are made up of today...friends in our life are just as important i suppose..it is the moment and times we are hanging out together that makes my life as it is now..perhaps part of it lies in the hand of mine,perhaps it is fate..no matter wad,we should treasure life as it is ba..though i gotta admit,it sux..it is boring..haha..:P

the past.02A06.
remembered the time we first started school..haha..qimin was the only hyper one wearing TKSS school uniform going around self-introducing herself..haha..me and kaijing sat in the back row,at one corner beside donald and the rest of the guys..haha..trying to act in non-existance..haha..yeah,and the both of us always sit with them be it in lecture or tutorials..haha..coz we noe donald mah..haha..

hmm,so hence we voted qimin for the class rep..haha..everyone noes her..haha..forever so cheerful..haha..then i forgot how yueze became the pastoral care rep..haha..then hmm,treasurer is cheryl..haha..got the trustworthy face..haha..:P eh,then donald is the public affairs one i think..but up till now, we dun even have an outing..haha..and me and kaijing have been pestering him and yueze for a very long time..haha...but to no avail la..sad..haha..so..it's been very long since i last met them..haha.....also remember the times we pon SPE..all of us,gers..while the guys came back from SPE,come and scare us say wad mrs barnavas looking for us..haha..then sometimes i pon econs to go and play bball..haha..with the A08 people..those were the days...haha....

i remembered when i entered 02S13,on my letters to eileen are all about A06,how great it was..how united we have been..etc..but thinking back..we are reallie not as united..in fact we are so dispersed..take me for example,always playing bball with the seniors and A08,returning to class a a red tomato..haha..or else,i would be sitting with my sec sch friends,shuhui,waiyue,siuling and of course kaijing..chatting about him..haha..diao rite??then they will try to pass message around..haha...those were the days...

thinking back,why am i always thinking back??i have no idea..perhaps you can call me a person who have no future..as i am always thinking back and not looking forward..of course there are times i do look forward to things..but somehow,not as enthusiatic about it anymore...the money factor,the people's responses and many other factors which in one way or another influenced my mind of thoughts...

easily influenced.fickle-minded.sensitive.that's me. i can't help it..and i can't change coz it is just me..if i change it is not me anymore and why change into a person who isn't me??why????

was walking to tampines interchange..then saw a cat..it sort of winked at me then twitched its ears..weird cat..haha..just amused..haha..anyway,went to SIM for lessons (IR lessons today) quite erm..nice actually..but we went back to square one..REALISM..had tutorial presentation by alan and damien only..while the rest of the group members (female) ran away..haha..so sad rite??i guess they must felt reallie f*cked up..if i were them,i would too..and somemore all the slides are done by damien only..somemore they did came for lessons and just escaped when asked to present after the break,whereby they just packed their bag and leave..wad the HELL??just a presentation and they must do this kind of thing..such a disgrace to us,women..

sudden feelings of great sentiments...dunnoe why..suddenly felt like dedicating this to all my friends whom i have made..be it poly friends,JC friends,TMS friends or any any friends..:) and especially dedicated to the following who had in a way or another help me...just wanna let you guys know that i reallie treasure you guys no matter wad happened in the future...okok?? sounds pretty sad..i dunnoe why also..just felt so sentimental suddenly..and wanted to leave this to let you guys noe how much you meant to me..haha...does it sounds er xin??keke..dun cry k??haha..even though i felt like crying le..:'(

btw,the order doesn't represent the order you are in my heart...it is in alphabetical order..haha...

my feelings. my friends. my tots.

to: diana
hey ger,remember the times we often argued..hmm,i am glad despite our disputes(i forgot why..),we are still friends..despite u not studying in a JC,we still got to hang up together..at KTV,birthday celebrations,etc..remember the times we aimed to achieve good grades..the times we compete with each others..haha..even compared who got the lousiest marks..etc..that was fun..didn't regret having u in the tuition centre at jumpstart,although christina was not happy..i dunnoe why though...but anyway,was so glad you are in the tuition centre and i guess it helped you a lot as it did to me..all thanks to mr eio..:) i guess you have motivated me to study for my O-levels and thus getting such good results..hehe..all those competitions and comparisons of marks made me so competitve that i just had to do well for my O-level...sorrie i broke the promise of going to the poly with you..i think only may and mk made it to the promise..hope we can go chill up again some time...and wishing you all the best with him..:)

to: eileen
first meet you in a chinese calligraphy class..that was in sec 1..thought u hated me..dunno why also..just a stupid feeling..haha..too sensitive le..then reallie gotta noe you better in sec 3,when we started to write letters to each other..sharing secrets and a lot of my stupid thinking..haha..guess you will laugh til your head drop when u read them again...thanks for keeping those letters a secret..some stupid things i shared with u...haha..recalling it just made a smile on my face..can't believe that was me in the past..so naive...haha..continued to write letters to you in JC, a different feeling then..mainly about class and class..haha..also got something about ahem la..but not that much le..remember us studying together in library..you praying hard to meet him..haha..you just got so excited when you see him..so ke ai thinking back..haha...hmm,you are with him again aren't u??wishing you all the best..:)

to:guirong
thanks for always being there for me when i am down..although we do not reallie have much of a common topic,i am glad you have always treated me as a good friend...so have i..:) we haven't been through a lot..haha..since we are in the same class for only one year..thinking back,i have never been very close to you...but i am glad we remained friends and got together every morning and see your smile which made my day at the TPJC benches there..just seeing your smile with your "fake" dimples makes my heart melt..haha.. ur dimples are so ke ai..kawaii ne...anyway,all the best to u..:)

to: huixin
ger,you have always been brave and i am sure you will continue to be brave in your route in SMU..sorrie i haven't been good enough to get into SMU to accompany you..flunked the stupid interview..should have spoken up more..hmm..you have been a good president in ge yao and believe in yourself..dun worrie too much..:) anyway,although we may have some disagreements at times due to different perceptions,i am glad we can still tolerate each other and remain as friends...i am especially touched when you just called to tell me about your problems in school...i dun mind...as it proved that i played a significant role in your life..and i hope to continue this friendship we had..stay happy and all the best..:) let's go ktv some day!!

to: joanna
the class rep of my JC class..the one who motivated me to be a volunteer..the one who encouraged me when i was down and she herself was't doing any better..the one who had never give me lots of encouragement when designing the class tee..and even promoted me to be the co-host for the chinese new year celebration..you gave me experience others might not have tried before..you made me mature through these experiences you have given me..working with children, handling stagefright and even giving lots of moral support when i wasn't confident enough..if there were times i disappointed you,i am sorry..it is because of you that i am the person i am today...thank you and all the best to you..:)

to: junmei
perhaps you didn't noe..u have been the model student i looked up to in secondary 1,the way you conversed with kelvin and joel just made me so envious..remember the times we went white sands mac just to have breakfast..haha..you are like forever so happy and always with the big wide smile on your face..forever so poetic and good in language...and up till now,i still received christmas card from you..so glad that even though we had long lost contacts with each other as in seldom talk etc..,we are still in contact..(ironic..huh??) hmm,read your blog..dun fret..as the more you fret,the more it will happen..so believe in him,believe in yourself..all the best..:)

to: kaijing
hey ger,another of my best pal in singing..haha..known her better in sec 3..our dearest class rep..often kena bullied..haha..hmm,was in the same A06 class in the 1st 3 months..haha..actually i am quite envious of you leh..kaijing...haha..good looks and nice voice also...haha..very good character also..admire you..just like an angel who had entered the life of human beings..haha..just that sometimes you lost your wings,hold on and i am sure you would be able to return to the heaven of your own...:) somemore always taking such good care of me..haha...and being able to tolerate with my sudden and bad temper..admire ur patience sia..haha..u take care and all the best...

to: lena
the ger who is forever willing to be crazy with me..haha..all the phone chats when we are in sec 1..haha..highest record==>5 hours woh..who can break the record?? and also all the following and spying of people..only one who is willing to do such a stupid thing with me..haha..but now,she matured,not reallie la..but at least not that naive le..so now only left me to be the only one being crazy and mad in sec 3..haha..remember the time in sec 1 we walked home and took bus 18 or 69??haha..so crazy..and also go and buy the mixed soya bean and grass jelly...miss it sia..go drink some day kk??you are forever so crazy when we go KTV together..a very easily "HIGH" ger..haha..making people around her pretty high as well..especially when she tries to sing S.H.E and F.I.R songs..haha..somemore her voice super duper like selina..haha...hey ger,perhaps you didn't noe that since sec 1,you have made a deep impact on me..it is not common for a person to chat at least 2 hours everyday ba..haha..neither it is common for us to go and follow people around rite??haha..then in sec 3 & 4 we just drifted apart..which was sad..dunnoe how u feel though..but i understand you have your commitments..haha..such as music and drama,kailin,class,bf,etc..haha...nevertheless now we are again in different schools..keep in touch kk??take care and all the best.. :)

to: waiyue
you are the one who taught me to be stronger..telling me that the working society is not as naive as we had thought it would have been..forever helping me in my GP..all thanks to her that my GP pass..and also thanks to mrs logan..haha..:) in one way or another,even though we are 2 good friends..i dunnoe why it seems to me that i noe very little about her..haha..and i ought to be very ashamed of myself..:P haha..surely she won't mind..enjoy times when we are in burger king studying..2 person with very different and contradicting personality can remain as friends up till now isn't easy..haha..i treasure it..hope you do too..haha..take care and all the best...:)

a list of good friends who in one way or another affected my life,what more can i ask for??? *tears falling off my cheeks* remember guys,friends foreva..:)

hmm,today managed to find some secondary school people's blogs..people like junmei and caryn..haha..all thanks to yeeyong..which i got her link from eileen's blog..haha..then i found junmei and caryn's one..hmm,seems like everyone is enjoying life and having a great time either in school or with boyfriend..hmm..*envious* haha..dun worry my turn will come soon..very soon..*consoling myself*haha..just dunnoe when only mah..perhaps one year later??two years later??or even ten years later??haha..okok..i think i sound a bit desperate and yet i go and say pple desperate ironic huh??damn my stupid irritating mouth and itchy hand..haha..whatever la..felt so guilty saying him..but i hope he dun take it very much to heart...

seems like everyone around me is blessed with someone..i am glad..i am happy...so am i..i am also blessed with friends and friends and more friends...yesh of course and my family..i should be thankful..*tears in the eyes* why am i getting so sentimental all of the sudden??i should be glad..should be happy..yesh..and i am thankful for all the good friends i have made,my understanding mother and father..my beloved brother...and all my good friends,especially the tar-los..and all the JC friends and poly friends(aka diana's friends) and uni friends...thankful that i meet them..they helped me through difficulties of which i never thought i would be able to survive and overcome...thank you,guys..:)

but somehow,i felt lost within me..and i dunnoe why...*sadness overcome me* :(

*~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~*

happy birthday to May Kuan(20th Sept)!!hope you enjoyed yourself...=)
anyway,it's quizzie time....

Which Cartoon Character Are You??

You are Bugs Bunny!
You are fun, friendly, and popular.
You are a real crowd pleaser. You have probably been out on the town your share of times, yet you come home with the values that your mother taught you. Marriage and children are important to you, but only after you have fun. Don't let the people you please influence you to stray.

click me to take you to the test..

hmm,today ktv was not as good as i would have thought it would be..very sad..started off with us goin to the kbox executive,but i think it was close..not sure pernamently or wad...sian loh..then we headed to the cineleisure one..coz we not sure whether the executive has closed down or wad.. we then decided to make our way to the kbox at cineleisure...

when we crossed the road,it started to rain...hmm,something bad..then when we reached the kbox,it was a long queue...damn...haha..and when we got into the room,it was damn bloody small..haha..somemore one of the mic no sound one..thought it was my problem,but apparently the mic got problem..and the worst thing is i am not unable to control the remote...diao leh..sian sia..cannot put near one...sux loh..and i am sitting quite near the TV and hence must lean back..sian sia.. then the service of the people there sux loh..the room also very small compared to executive..and dun have the disco like feeling...but the most suckiest thing is that we are chased away after 3 hours..so bu shuang...didn't get to sing alot alot alot of songs leh...:( and we even had a long list of about 20+ songs to sing......so bu shuang...haha....was in a pretty sucky mood

hmm,anyway,diana went to meet her hj, while the 3 of us went shopping..haha..at fareast...hmm...bad experience at the shop..haha..dunnoe leh..actuallie i quite like the jeans but the price is not affordable..haha..at least to me..as in on the spot then.dun have that much money mah..haha..had a tough time getting out of the shop..make me feel that the shop is not erm,that good..haha...luckily,i am not alone..haha..got kaijing and lena to help me out...

then we went to eat..haha..yesh,very early..again..haha..had kway chap, and shared indian rojak and chendol..haha..li hai ba?? we eat alot hor??haha..coz lunch is only a bread mah..haha..the sucky and expensive k-lunch..haha..anyway,yah..chatted a lot..haha..about school,shows, movies etc etc..cool wor..a nice feeling too be with friends..haha...

anyway,click me to see the pictures we had take in kbox and zpop for the pictures taken at Z-Pop...

maths was as usual boring..and i haven't made a single friend in my maths lesson..so boring..hmm,was pretty late today..haha..janice was early..but it's because she was sent by her dad..anyway,xiaojia goin to KL today..then only left me and janice going home together..realised that we could actually had quite some things to chat about..but mainly on fashion ba..the clothes she like etc..haha..just got things to chat good enough le..sometimes,i with xiaojia,i dunnoe wad to say also..haha..moments of awkwardness...not only xiaojia,there are some other people too..hmm,dunnoe why like this leh..:(

anyway,my first tuition lesson..rather ok..the kid was rather talkative..haha..but at least i get to hear him talk and ask questions to clarify..which i think it's pretty good..hmm,think next week,i am going to go through the questions he did wrongly for the assessment..but then hor,most of the questions he did rather well..so not that bad la..haha..i would said that it is rather successful..haha...yah,the tuition agency called again..haha..he scared that i put his aeroplane (fang fei ji)..haha.....no la,i not that bad..haha..unless i forgot la..then cannot say anything...haha..he asked me how the tuition was...hmm,i think quite ok ba..haha..hmm,the kid quite like me..coz mayb i was young..i dunnoe..haha..the mother said that it was the first time he said that time pass so fast when i gave him tuition..haha..funny..i think time reallie flies ba..coz i also dun feel the whole 1 hour..but i scare the mother thought i late or wad..then die le..haha..anyway,so far no complains from the tuition agency..so should be quite ok ba..haha

was actually meeting alvin and xiaojia today to go to school but in the end,alvin had flu and hence didn't join us...haha...anyway,we were late..the lecturer started the lesson when i went in..sat beside a guy..haha..coz kan cheong can't find seat so anyhow sit lo..dun think too much..then before break ask him some question the lecturer said..coz i dun quite understand..haha..then he dunnoe also..so we went to ask the lecturer..haha..anyway,if you guys are interested,he is Barry..haha..can't get his name when he intro himself..then he said,"u noe strawberry??yah,the berry with the "e" change to "a"..funny lo..hmm..but he smoke..can tell la..coz after break got the cigarette smell..anyway,the lecturer also smoke..haha..yeah~~made another friend..:)

then went to the library to study..hmm..before that,we went to the benches to wait til 1pm when there is not that many people..was seated with ying xuan (the girl from S12) and si jia(frm A05)..haha..chatted quite alot..a lot of TPJC pple here in SIM leh..so..can see the standard of TPJC la..haha..then si jia told us that actually we can take bus 8 then change to 154 to go to SIM, a faster way to reach school and cheaper also..but just that the traffic jams can be real scary..haha...

so after we had our lunch,me and janice went to the library to study..see we so good..haha..almost fall asleep in there..haha..not a condusive environment..maybe coz too tired le..didn't sleep well last night..haha..anyway,we tried taking bus 154 home and i changed to bus 21 at the katong complex there coz miss the bus number 8 busstop..haha..luckily i dropped at the katong complex there,if not i will have to go all the way to eunos interchange..but i think if at macpherson there change to 8 should be rather fast as well..haha..quite adventurous and we are like tourists..oh SMU is here,oh CJC is here..etc..haha..fun hor?then i think got a couple of boys behind us laughing at us lo..haha..but who cares?? :P haha..then janice alighted at the wrong stop so she gotta walk home in heels..haha..poor thing..hmm...a discovery that MRT are not accurate in giving us direction..haha..it made SMU seems so far away when it is only around 5-6 stops away from my school..haha..

hmm...not a very bad day..but it's not reallie a very good day either..perhaps a day full of surprises..hmm,1st of all,while i was on the train,saw this guy..quite sunshine kinda person..dark..dyed hair..not bad looking..quite muscular..haha.. hmm,anyway,he sat beside me..haha..and he got a stack of chemistry notes(i think NUS lecture notes)..he look so ke ai when reading..haha...anyway,suddenly,the right hand-side of my stomach ache..i think i must have look reallie awful then he turn and gave me the quizzing look..haha..as if to ask if i am ok..then i just smile a bit la..i mean wad u expect?stomache then u can smile widely meh??haha..he dropped at bouna vista.. anyway,quite surprised..thought he should be dropping at clementi?haha..anyway,lena just told me that it is ok to drop at bouna vista and take a direct bus to NUS..hehe..i so sua ku..hehe

hmm,meet sharon..asked her about her past 2 weeks..we haven't had IR for the past 2 weeks le..haha..hmm,so anyway,we are not seated with benedict as the seat was taken up by someone else..haha..then she was tellin me about gays and stuff la..saying that one of our classmates looks like gay..coz of the feeling and build of the person loh..i guess..it determines ba..haha..hmm..eh..then the teacher surprised me by asking me questions..well done..i dun even noe how to answer the question..but guess i tried and at least the people dun laugh..so..hmm,it's not that embarassing la..haha..luckily it's a small class..haha..

another surprise--bad one--awaited me..half way through the consultation,the person from SIM called and told me that the payment for the UOL registration fees are not made..and that if i dun do it fast,i will not be able to sit for my exams next year...then make me so frantic..somemore in the middle of the lessons..sian..

luckily,sharon sent me home..haha..at least won't think too much..talk about projects and stuff..about free-rider and stuff loh..i mean group project,more or less will have the free-rider problem mah..rite?i am sure all agreed..haha..then also talked about the future la..as in what we are going to do in the future,what kind of jobs we are goin to hold and when we are married,are we goin to work etc..for me,i haven't even find my bf,talking about this seems to be a bit too early..haha..anyway,we also talked about driving also..parallel parking..thinking whether i should go and learn or not..hmm..i still not sure..mayb i should earn some money first before learning to drive (which is a waste of $ since i have no car)..haha..

checked with my dad,he was sure that we had paid the amount..but we have not been billed yet..so i called SIM to confirm that i have already made the payment..so i guess, it is their mistake..furthermore,we also checked with the citibank..they said that they haven't cross the payment yet..perhaps that's why..then it is not my bloody problem le mah..stupid customer service people..make me so worried for nothing..sian..wanna cheat me aR?tomorrow,still need to go and find the person to clarify..and make sure that nothing goes wrong..dunnoe why SIM always find trouble with me one..first the photo for the SIM membership card then now this..bloody hell..so inefficient..

got a message from an unknown..New tuition assignment in Pasir Ris St 11 pri 3 maths. once a wk on sat 1.30-3pm,interested pls call Branson at 6XXXXXXX haha.. hmm.. tuition lobang..dunnoe from where also..haha..then i reallie go and call the number..haha..and the person is shocked that i called (he told me later on)..he very funny one..asked me what is my expected pay..but i told him i dunnoe wad is the market price..haha..so he asked normally the tutors get around 70-90..haha..of course la..i mean i am firstly new..inexperience,won't dare to ask so much..so i said 60..then he ask me if 70,i can..haha..of course can la..duh??i mean who won't want more $???haha..funny loh...haha..then he go and "promote" me (saying that i worked in student care before) as i was inexperience in teaching..haha..hmm,but to me i think tuition and working in student care helping them with their work is different lo..need to assign them work etc..hmm,not that simple ba.. haha..then i told the guy i called about my problems and worries about how different it will be to give tuition..haha..then he said,"wah,just assigned things for them to do you dunno meh?"haha..sounds so easy loh..hmm..i still considering lah..

anyway,he managed to promote me..haha..and he said i was very straight in a cute way..haha..funny thing,we spoke english at first..then...gradually,we changed to chinese..haha..so funny..hmm..he even asked me if it was the first time a tuition agency called me??haha..actually no..coz the other time another agency also called me..but..i rejected the job coz it clashed with my work..haha..finally,he managed to get me 80 bucks for one month...haha..once again,he asked me can or not..haha..gao xiao..then the most comedy is that we seems to be chatting instead of talking about a deal..haha..

this is wad i found out from him..he is 23,i think he graduated from Ngee Ann Poly(coz when i mentioned SIM,he immediately said,"wah,next to ngee ann only mah.." so he should be studying there ba..haha..) and is a poly grad lo coz he kept emphasizing i uni grad..haha..then i complaint to him saying that the income a poly grad earn is much much more than the A-Level Grad loh..haha..then he seems envious that i am studying now..haha..anyway,he is doing a collaborated business with other tuition agency as well as some other business related stuff..hmm..and he stayed in bishan area there ba..coz he complaint about having to come down to pasir ris to collect the commission..haha..hmmm,i guess that's all la..haha..li hai ba??haha..found out so much through a phone call..hmm,guess he also found out as much as me..i mean chatting on phone seems fun..haha..u get to noe the person pretty well and yet u never see the face..amazement of technology..

he also told me about this tuition kid that pour milk over the head of the tutor..he kept asking me if i can handle the children..hmm,i think if one to one,should be quite ok ba..haha..what can u do rite??u can't beat..just gotta act fierce..hmm,then he told me he introduced 3 people to the tuition kid mother la..then he kept promoting me coz i inexperience mah...haha..service so good..then the mother requested me to go and work for the first time(free),like trial see i can make it or not..this saturday..so now i quite kan cheong..haha..scare also..haha..hmm,if cannot make it,he said that his company is willing to pay me the transport fees..haha..funny loh..haha..i mean which tuition agency will be so willing to pay transport fees if cannot make it to the standard of the mother..haha..then they are sendin me some terms and conditions form to sign..with an envelop with stamp somemore leh to let me send back..haha..so efficient..then i jokingly said,"how aboiut the pen ink??" haha..he seemed blur..didn't get the joke...then i explained..hehe.. then he said that he will also send the pen..haha..then i said i was kidding..haha...anyway,just find that the conversation is very ke ai..haha..if possible,hope to meet him when he come and collect the commision..haha..just curious to noe how he look like..haha...like the ou de yang..so mysterious yet so friendly???haha..i mean the voice very qin qie..haha..

hmm,that's my day..enough surprise i guess..oh yeah,one last surprise...diana can make it for ktv this sunday...woohoo~~ haha...so happy..that will be 4/5 of us goin to the ktv at somerset this sunday...hmm..great..it's been long since we last went..woohoo~~in a cheery mood today..haha..but the day is ending soon...:( looking forward to another cheery day tml.....woohoo~~

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have a rather slack saturday..actually not reallie slack and relaxing..last week more slack..stayed home the whole day watching tv..haha..hehe..but today..hmm...quite ok ba..haha..went to the library loh..at bedok..prefer bedok library to tampines library..maybe because the study area is quite inside..then no need to be that quiet when entering the 2nd floor of the library..haha..so hardworking of me to go to the library hor??haha..:p wanted to borrow subject related books..but hai~can't find..all like on loan..haha..then got one whole lots of romance love story i wanna borrow..but hai~~can only borrow 1.. :( anyway,went there to eat yong tau foo..nice wor..haha..no chilli and yet tasted so nice..yumyum..my favourite food other than chicken rice..hehe..

then went to get my specs..haha..the lens so thick..haha...like got the round round thing in the middle of the lens..haha..anyway,quite satisfied with the new specs..but i still not very used to it..haha..everything become so clear suddenly..so scary..haha..had to care more for my specs..and not ruin it so soon..hehe..

went to grandma's house..watched zhou ri 8 dian dang..haha..mum was complainin about how jacky wu always cheated..esp during the one when they have competition at the pasa malan one..their night stalls..ye shi chang..haha..he always didn't finish the food and just move on like that..the other 2, NONO and KangKang always finished their food before movin on to the next stop..cheater jacky wu..haha..anyway,yeah~~he finally lost this week..haha..1st time seeing him lose..and hence they are supposed to drink some weird weird thing..and once again,he cheated..he spilled out the drink..wad the heck??haha...dun like him loh..haha..even though he is quite comical..haha..but that's not the point..the point is he cheat...and i dun like cheater..haha..

anyway,slept a while waiting for time to pass..waiting for 6 o'clock to come..took 69 to tampines interchange..loads of memories sia..especially the crazy phase of catchin someone on the bus..haha..lena,you sure noe what i meant..hehe... then i felt that we are pretty stupid..haha..:P anyway,yah..foolish me..but this brings about fond memories..haha..memories can be so sweet..so sad..and so...memorable..haha..

reached there..everyone looked so glum..not even high..kaijing and yeeling backed up at the last minute..diana can't make it..so left the 5 of us at cartel..yesh,cartel again..i think the only 2 person who are enjoying are me and lena..the rest looked so tired..there are some who even said that she won't wanna turn up intially..wadeva..i dun reallie get to see them often..u noe,different school and stuff..hai~wadeva la..life sux la..to core..sometimes,i no longer noe what my friends are thinking anymore..no longer is there the clique between us...haha.. dunnoe why..it just sort of fade away while we are all busy working/studying..sad loh...

hmm...missing the times when we are in school..so uncomplicated,so free...although exams are tormenting but we get together and do projects,gossips and studying together..which is like so much wonderful...i dunnoe what u guys think..perhaps i should grow up and stop thinking back about the past..just couldn't help it..the past was so memorable and yet the future so blur..so dim..so dark..so..

hopeless.............

went to school today for principles of banking consultation hours..haha..funny loh..i went to photocopy my notes and then i went home to put the notes..very heavy mah..dun wanna go and carry such a heavy bag to school..was boardin the bus then xiaojia messaged me,saying that she will be very late..haha..hmm..so i went TM walk walk..then got her message asking me to go off first and that she just left her home..i persisted in waiting for her..hehe..and i did..haha..but funny is that when i reached simei,she is supposed to board and yet because i never ans her call,i got to get down at tanah merah to meet her..haha..and then i got off..hehe..and met her at tanah merah..was reaching aljunied(where janice stayed) then xiaojia messaged her..she haven't reached the control station and hence we went out and waited for her..haha..funny rite??anyway,we are late for the consultation..hehe..so gotta sit rite in front..hehe..

since i noe that hj is working late shift (according to diana),i asked diana if we would like to meet up and go home together after her work and my lessons..haha..she suggested goin to hj's office to give him a surprise..haha..and indeed it is a surprise for him..sweet surprise..would have been better if i could just disappear into thin air..haha..meet his colleagues there..was not in my super duper friendly mood..but could see that the way they treated her is different from me..anyway,i am just an outsider..so who cares..haha...but i do mind a lot leh..hehe..the tone his colleagues was so different from the tone they talked to diana..reallie wished that i would have just disappear sia..so unfair..but wadever la..won't be goin there again anyway...but just sad loh..so not fair..haha..who am i to complain anyway??

anyway,diana had to do some e-journal thingy and hence,i tried to help her with her blog..haha..yeah..new skin again..woohoo~~was so satisified with it..and well done..the comp just hang....diao....waste my effort..and now i had already completed it..haha..satisfied..won't said that i am expert in it but copy and paste and doin some editing here and there with those stupid html codes are just some of the things i could do loh..having prob with my own blog but dunnoe how to solve it..so heck it..my logic..haha...

was on the bus when i am pondering this question..coz on my way to hj's company,a middle age guy kept lookin at me..dunnoe why..then when he passed me already,he even turned back and looked at me..scary..i mean weird..why on earth is he starin at me??haha..do i attract him??am i the target for middle age man??how about guys of my age??they dun like??weird..fascinating..haha..dunnoe..i seemed to attract those middle aged guys..everytime got those guys staring at me one..weird..

hehe..a change of blogskin..hehe..got this from blogskin..just find the two cats cute and the html complicated and hence i got it..woohoo~~like it very much..i am sure a lot of people agreed with me that this is better than the previous of which many had strained your eyes reading..even i myself also..:( haha.. and somemore most of you aren't jay's supporters..:( but anyway,there is something connected to jay in this blog too..must make it connect..haha..the lyrics of jay's latest album,the song i like most..hehe..jie kou---excuses..hehe..love this blog sia..anyway,the old blog gotta go,if not there will never be the new rite??haha..quite sad hor?but anyway,yeah~~new skin,new look..

speaking of new look,i wanted to dye and cut my hair..or shd i highlight and cut??hehe..i just wanna cut..to be sth like stella in her lastest album..got the fringe one..so kawaii..i like her now sia..so sweet..though her voice abit erm...haha..not my cup of tea..but i like her songs..:) and JJ-lin jun jie also..but a few songs only la..;P and pan wei bo..new album leh..wu ha..haha..so cool so many people i support one..die..no $$ le...

yeah~later gotta meet xiaojia to study..must study hard..hehe.. :P

woohoo~~after so long,i finally blogged again...got miss me?haha..hehe..i noe lah..won't one rite?just knew it..you guys so mei liang xin..haha..anyway,yah..my comp unfortunately broke down..all because i act smart go and download dunnoe what microsoft updates..haha..and hence the results being me can't be online for 2 weeks..yeah,just 2 weeks la..no big deal anyway..just miss out alot on my friends' updates..can't catch up now..haha..dun reallie bother too anyway..:P won't la..i will try to catch up okiez??hehe

hmm..now let me recall what i have been doing for the past two weeks..must tell you guys the more significant one..haha..if not you guys will be bore to death..even i myself will also be bore to death when i write..mainly,i have been rather obedient..at least i studied..hehe..and managed to master one of the course of which the lecturer had taught..and i am pleased that i completed all my maths tutorial without much difficulty..mainly because it is very similiar to A-maths and Maths C ba..haha..that's why it is rather easy for me..anyway,i also master the banking chapter..at least i knew what i am reading now..sad to say,economics are getting harder to grasp..more of drawing of models and more analysis,instead of just theory..i think the worst is international relations..even though i finally got a tiny weeny bit of the 1st chapter..but the 2nd chapter about soverignty was confusing..what is soverignty?what exactly is the defintion??i am confused..but never mind,we will soon be having consultation can go and ask the lecturer already..hehe..okok now i will tell you guys the significant events..haha..
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21st August
went to bugis with diana and hj (i thought actually will be meeting the rest of the diana's poly friends..but it turned out that they went to watch movie after the class they had in TP,so left me to go shopping with them lo..)was such a HUGE lightbulb..hope they dun mind la..haha..chatted quite a lot about the past(secondary school life) with diana in LJS(one of the cheapest fastfood we can afford to go to),leaving hj there to bore to death..while we giggle and laugh like dunnoe what..i guess 2 women are sometimes very scary..haha..:X hehe..can tell that hj is rather bored..haha..my fault..who ask me to go and be the 3rd party..:P but yah,had great fun..was actually planning to go to the pasir ris park to meet zy and felix they all but..quite late already and it is reallie not very convenient to go to my grandma's house from there..so paiseh la..didn't turn up in the end..hehe..
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23rd August and 24th August
my two days working at diana's workplace..was pretty stressed up coz i wasn't able to complete all the stuff that i am supposed to do..feeling guilty to have leave part of my workload which i am supposed to complete but unable to complete to diana..poor diana..i had to do all those typin and somemore i am so damn slow with typing..sian..took me almost more than half a day to complete my typing...slow hor??and i still have hundreds plus of data entry to do within the 2 days i am working there..wah~~stress...sian...never felt this stress before..even when i was taking my A-levels and O-Levels,it was never that stressful to me..maybe perhaps i was aware of what i am facing and i had a rough idea of how to deal with it..but office work seems never-ending..and i never know how much work load is going to pile on me when i completed a stack of the namecards..stress..i guess i will never be able to work in office..and that leaves me with sales work or be a BIG BOSS myself..haha..:P hope to,hope to..hehe..maybe i should just be less stressed up and try office work again...maybe i should be able to excel..who noe??hehe..anyway,it's only 2 days work and i dun think it will be fair for me to just judge office work in this way...wait til when i go out to society to work then maybe i will be able to find myself(the real me)in the working society ba..
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26th August
went back to metta to collect my cheque today..had old chang kee for lunch..hehe..as i wore my contacts,most of the students said i looked strange without specs..boy,was i glad that they actually welcome me back..and even asked me to stay till study time(which i didn't..i was too tired) another thankful thing was i finally was able to pass anthea her belated birthday present..hehe..hope she like it..it was reallie very belated..almost 2 weeks..glad to see that everyone was carrying on fine without me..some said they miss me..haha..others compared me with the new programme officer..i have nothing to say..but i am glad that they still prefer me..hehe..*wide smile on my face**grin* felt very she bu de with that place..haha..dunnoe the feeling was different when i returned to TFSC,at TFSC,i miss the staff..but most of them had already left..in metta,i miss the children..i am much closer to the children as compared to the rest of my colleagues..but i gotta thank my colleagues as well as they had reallie taught me alot..didn't regret working until august..most people think i too pia..but i think the actual motivation that had lead me to work til august is mainly because i noe i would miss the kids there when i left the center..and indeed i miss them sia..haha..but i guess i won't be going back there anymore..at least not in the recent months nearby..
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27th August
the day we met mr president,Mr Nathan and wife..hehe..why??because we are invited as guests for the presidents social service awards 2004..i am honoured sia to have the chance to go to the istana..dunnoe leh..feel a bit weird and out of place as most people seems to be in the age of 25 and above..and the both of us,joanna and i are only 19..took pics and had a "GREAT" feast at the istana..tried sushi i had never tried before and the chocolate strawberry..yumyum..haha..love it sia..nice..but sad thing we never get a chance to take a picture with him..made 2 friends..by just one of my lame comments of the car plate,sep08 mercedes..haha..i thought president car should be at least farrari or jaguar??!!haha..mercedes was rather common..haha..anyway,they are from Chen Su Lan Methodist Home(got this from joanna)..and they are qiwen and patrick..haha..and then we started chatting while waiting for the shuttle bus to go out to the main gate..a long way in and out wor..haha..nice..took some pics..
click here for the pics we took at istana..nice..haha..
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28th August
the long-awaited day...for many of us..hehe..Z-PoP..woohoo~~it was real GREAT sia..haha..reached the MRT platform only to see diana and hj there..hai~~again so super duper bright..hai~~then hj left as we board the train..could see that he is reallie tired..haha..but that's not the point..hehe..we reached bedok and met yeeling and her bf,diana's cousins--emily and yvonne and of course my dearest lena..haha..eh,on the train,i think we quite diao..me and lena in one cubicle,diana and her cousin in another with yeeling and her boyfriend..haha..anyway,it was a bit awkward la..for both me and lena..single and attached..separation of cubicles..haha..

anyway,reached cityhall and while waiting for my er ge,joseph and his friend,we went to get some drinks..haha..hehe..and yeeling smuggles some bread from breadtalk into the area,which is supposedly not to have any food taken in la..but anyway,who abide by the law??everyone just carried in food from the fastfood restaurant nearby..haha..and hence poor joseph got the blame for it..haha..(actually can get food in lah..haha)

anyway,we got all our drinks and er ge wanna dong bang his drinks in my bag..haha..stupid me,carry such a heavy bag to go zpop..funny hor??most of my maths notes and economics notes are still in there..didn't bother to take out things from the morning lecture,instead,i dump more things in..haha..and hence resulted in the super-duper heavy bag..haha..and plus 2 heavy bottles..totally want me dead sia..haha..anyway,finally we managed to make our way there to the padang..haha..asked er ge to help me carry my bag..coz his drink is with me..haha..finally reached the padang and made our entrance in..guess what??we saw energy rehearsal...woohoo~~cool..energy rox sia..haha...

then anyway,when the zpop concert reallie start,most of us are not high at all..got nan quan ma ma..i was pretty high then,stand up and move to the front..haha..singing the songs that i have heard before (diana sent to me one) haha..thanks to diana who intro this to me..hehe..then some other are the ulu-ulu one..haha..until a-bao and brandy then i noe them..their songs pretty hot..make people wanna dance..haha..then i forgot who else le..some china people..then there was this fashion show by the hang ten..then er ge offered to go and buy our dinner at mac..haha..made our order and smsed him..haha..
then he even said that if FIR is next,he will RUSH back..haha..managed to rush back to see the president mr nathan giving the stars some awards as appreciation of their performance in the name of charity..haha..was rather comical when we raised our light stick trying to attract their attention to guide them back to us..haha..

then sun ho performance...tension heats up when she was singing and people start throwing the light-sticks..haha...i think most likely the people are not happy with her leh..coz quite a lot of booooing..which i think was pretty sad..i mean she is pregnant and yet she gotta dance and sing..but the thing i dun understan is that zpop is supposed to be a chinese event..why must she sing those english songs just to impress mr nathan who came shortly before her performance?it's kinda fake and unreal loh..

anyway,it was after her performance that comes the best part of the concert..zhang zhi cheng(ling chen san dian zhong,huan ri xian,mo ri zi lian,bao you wo)stella(wen yu,xi ban ya kuang xiang qu),yi da(lan tian..and another song i forgot le),jj--lin jun jie(jiang nan and dou jiang you tiao),angela(yu yan and yi shi de mei hao)..then finally the BIGGEST and most popular GROUP FIR..hahaha..alot of people become very high when they came out sia..even er ge and his friend(opps..i forgot the name already..haha..) become high..so are yeeling,diana and lena...haha..and of course i have been so super duper high all the while without any help of the alcohols..haha..woohoo~~hehe..haha..alot of nice songs..like wo men de ai,revolution,lydia and fly away..super duper high sia..haha..cool man and awesome..haha..

then ren xian qi's turn..haha..by then a whole group of people already left the padang..i was reluctant to coz energy had not appear..anyway,richie sang some nice songs..but i only recognised one--ni shi wo de lao po..haha..then FINALLY,the longg awaited..(to me la) ENERGY..aRgh..they so cool..oh my god..i was practically drooling when they dance..(ok,this is exaggeration)..haha..cool dance and great performance..what a great way to round up the event..no no..there are the korean singer..haha..(which lena claim is her boyfriend..haha..)then we left the place as it was pretty late..(no it is actually very late already--around 11.30pm)

went to geylang..yesh geylang to eat supper..i was extremely tired then had to take out my contact lenses..luckily i brought the lense case and spectacles everywhere i went..haha..and that place was rather eerie..with guys looking at you with their x-ray eyes..felt so molested..haha..supper was great..didn't pay..haha..coz i pay alot of my lunch already and there is change..keke..got xiao long bao and some dou hua..my first time eating there..nice..and i think i put a lot of vinegar in my xiao long bao..nice..i like vinegar..haha..then joseph said i very easily jealous(coz chinese vinegar sound like jealous)..diao..-.-"" haha..whatever..haha..i dun care..:P then joseph sent us back home,passing by the areas where the girls waited for the guys to approach them..but too bad can't see those homosexuals one..haha..if not it will be an eye-opener to me and lena..haha..anyway,thanks to joseph we are able to reach home safe and sound..thank you,er ge..haha..

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31st August
went to junwei's house..he is reallie improving--more dependent now and able to concentrate on his 'assignment'(although during his last few assignments,he was pretty angry and frustrated)..which i think it is good for him..haha..but the thing is that he keeps wanting to drink milk..weird..haha..but can't give it to him otherwise he will not take in porridge or rice which is supposedly his lunch..dun think too much milk will be good for him in that sense..

then we went back to school and meet mr oh,mr kwek,mr sum as well as mr chow..haha..yeah..and that yuming aR..pon school to go back to his sec sch le woh~~and acc to xj who heard it frm alvin,yuming drives a mercedes woh to school leh..cool rite??haha..weird la..only like joanna and i went back only..haha..funny..chatted with the teachers..most asked where i am now,etc..haha..but funny loh,mr kwek even misunderstood SIM and SMU..i guess a lot of people are confused between this 2..SMU is a local uni which used the very open way of teaching..SIM is just a instituite that collaborated with the other overseas universities and giving lessons in singapore and letting us taking the exams in singapore also..anyway,mainly chatted about TPJC and how are you that kind of stuff..mr kwek even showed us pictures of his sons..and mr oh gave us chocolates..yumyum..haha..

then headed to TFSC..weird la..coz no longer as acquainted with the kids there..only a few children know who i am..not as familiar with the rest of the children already..but the staff there were super friendly,especially the auntie who offered me the ice-cream..but i think the children there are very rude,like chai fong..she kept disturbing joanna and so i was rather pissed off and said that she was very rude..haha..so must scold her..let her know what she did was not correct..hehe..went to buy some mixed vege rice as joanna "sent" me home as it was raining heavily and hence she sheltered me home..so sweet of her..haha..thanks joanna!!:)
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the rest of the days are just so no-life..oh yah..i went to fix my specs today..getting a different specs..haha..but same color..so guess most people won't be able to reallie go and spot the difference..keke..won't be telling you what is the diff..haha..:P will be claiming the specs on sat i guess..haha..woohoo~hehe..looking forward to saturday..will be meeting my friends for dinner i guess..it's been rather long since i last meet them..ard 2-3 weeks ba..haha..:)