have a rather slack saturday..actually not reallie slack and relaxing..last week more slack..stayed home the whole day watching tv..haha..hehe..but today..hmm...quite ok ba..haha..went to the library loh..at bedok..prefer bedok library to tampines library..maybe because the study area is quite inside..then no need to be that quiet when entering the 2nd floor of the library..haha..so hardworking of me to go to the library hor??haha..:p wanted to borrow subject related books..but hai~can't find..all like on loan..haha..then got one whole lots of romance love story i wanna borrow..but hai~~can only borrow 1.. :( anyway,went there to eat yong tau foo..nice wor..haha..no chilli and yet tasted so nice..yumyum..my favourite food other than chicken rice..hehe..

then went to get my specs..haha..the lens so thick..haha...like got the round round thing in the middle of the lens..haha..anyway,quite satisfied with the new specs..but i still not very used to it..haha..everything become so clear suddenly..so scary..haha..had to care more for my specs..and not ruin it so soon..hehe..

went to grandma's house..watched zhou ri 8 dian dang..haha..mum was complainin about how jacky wu always cheated..esp during the one when they have competition at the pasa malan one..their night stalls..ye shi chang..haha..he always didn't finish the food and just move on like that..the other 2, NONO and KangKang always finished their food before movin on to the next stop..cheater jacky wu..haha..anyway,yeah~~he finally lost this week..haha..1st time seeing him lose..and hence they are supposed to drink some weird weird thing..and once again,he cheated..he spilled out the drink..wad the heck??haha...dun like him loh..haha..even though he is quite comical..haha..but that's not the point..the point is he cheat...and i dun like cheater..haha..

anyway,slept a while waiting for time to pass..waiting for 6 o'clock to come..took 69 to tampines interchange..loads of memories sia..especially the crazy phase of catchin someone on the bus..haha..lena,you sure noe what i meant..hehe... then i felt that we are pretty stupid..haha..:P anyway,yah..foolish me..but this brings about fond memories..haha..memories can be so sweet..so sad..and so...memorable..haha..

reached there..everyone looked so glum..not even high..kaijing and yeeling backed up at the last minute..diana can't make it..so left the 5 of us at cartel..yesh,cartel again..i think the only 2 person who are enjoying are me and lena..the rest looked so tired..there are some who even said that she won't wanna turn up intially..wadeva..i dun reallie get to see them often..u noe,different school and stuff..hai~wadeva la..life sux la..to core..sometimes,i no longer noe what my friends are thinking anymore..no longer is there the clique between us...haha.. dunnoe why..it just sort of fade away while we are all busy working/studying..sad loh...

hmm...missing the times when we are in school..so uncomplicated,so free...although exams are tormenting but we get together and do projects,gossips and studying together..which is like so much wonderful...i dunnoe what u guys think..perhaps i should grow up and stop thinking back about the past..just couldn't help it..the past was so memorable and yet the future so blur..so dim..so dark..so..

hopeless.............