Friday, September 29, 2006

i went to eugene's house today!!

was supposed to blog there while he and xiaojia study HRM together.. but just cant find the mood to blog there.. but i seemed to be able to gather my thought better at home.. maybe i am used to blogging at home and not anywhere else.. perhaps it is the only place i could find some privacy to myself,though this is a public blog.. but feelings and thoughts could be quite personal at times.. so privacy is still required.. =)

anyway,we end up watching the 9o'clock show.. haha.. a lot of people said it was nice.. i have no idea.. i had never watch it before and it was my first time watching tonight.. but more or less,we could predict what is going to happen after a certain scene and that was the local production.. quite expected.. hai~

hmm,today i think i shall talk about relationships.. haha..

i guess i am the most unfit person to talk about this.. but anyway,these are just my thoughts and experiences.. so no offense to anyone out there..

1. do not start a relationship just because the person likes you.

this is what a lot of females/males encounter and tried to like the other party.. but in the end,it will be hurting them the most.. very often,the person who likes you too much may suffocate you becoming over-relying,over possessive of you as he/she feared that you don't love him/her enough to trust him/her or to be together with him/her..

fair enough?

i guess that could be one of the ultimate reason for breaking up -- insufficient trust..

2. never agree to go on a relationship if you dont trust him/her.

i mean this is self explainatory rite? if you dont trust the person,how do you entrust yourself to him/her? no trust,no love..

3. do not ever go on a relationship just because you wanna find a person to like.

you will end up hurting the person who likes you.. but you will end up hurting him/her when you reject him/her.. but 长痛不如短痛.. lessen the pain for the person who likes you.. and not hurt him deeply by goin on a relationship with him/her causing him/her to have more false hope..

4. never ever go into a relationship if you dont understand each other.

what's the point? you dont even know what are your true feelings for each other.. and who knows,he/she may be just judging your physical appearance (which is one thing i dislike).. there may be a likelihood you will be ditched when another girl/boy who is prettier/more handsome than you appears.. i fear this.. haha.. coz i have pretty low confidence in my physical appearance,not saying that i have more confidence with other aspects.. but comparatively to many other girls,i am just a plain old jane who will be ignored most of the time.. especially when i shut my mouth up.. haha..

5. no misleading if you dont intend to go into a relationship.

dont like just say.. dont say means like? haha.. it will just lead the guy on..

i failed in the above mentioned.

i am sorry.

if the person i hurt does read this entry..

*it is not as blissful as i thought it would have been to find someone to like me*

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i have no idea what to blog anymore.

there are certain things that i wish to write here.. but later on realised that there are too many people reading this blog,causing a bit of discomfort in writing down..

or maybe i should just write down what i feel..

i am confused.

i no longer know what i want to be. or rather,i have never had any idea what i want to be.

i used to think i could be a teacher,until one day someone just told me that i had difficulties teaching,expressing what i know.. and i am aware of that too.. i realise that i dont understand what the child (my poor tuition kid) doesnt understand to be able to help him understand the question and solve the problem..

perhaps i was more fortunate than most children (or perhaps unfortunate coz i didnt went through what they went through),i had the most wonderful teacher in my primary school (so i have a better foundation than most) and she makes a difference in my life.. but i have little memory of her now.. just remember she is very thin.. coz of the picture we took together when i was in primary 2.. and she knows i like chicken rice,so she uses that to motivate me.. haha.. that is the little memory i had of her.. :(

other than that,i also wanted to be a model,DJ,actress,singer or something that leads me to stardom.. until i realised i dont really have the courage to be up there standing on stage alone to perform.. i had never perform alone before.. at least not yet.. though i had been a host (a lousy one in my JC), been in the choir and those performances on stage.. haha..

i also had this thought of working for agencies.. like job agencies.. then i would be able to meet with so many different clients as well as job seekers.. that will be fun rite? but diana who had worked in one of those agencies told me that it wasnt as fun as it seems.. the workload was heavy and the pay was minimal.. that makes me have second thoughts about it..

then air stewardess become one of my recent dream.. maybe the thought of being able to spend a few days overseas and working on a plane thrills me.. but i guess this is another mission impossible since i dont meet the specific requirements..

sometimes i wonder what the hell i want to be..

taking a UOL degree in banking and finance..

do i wanna be a banker who just sits in the bank everyday counting money? (my initial naive thought.. i still think it this way..;P) then i received this from my aunt who work in the bank as well.. and found out more about the different jobs and their jobscopes of a bank..

just to share with you guys who are also in the banking and finance course.. or are interested to be a future banker..

Banking on banking

As a banking and financial hub, there are lots of choices in Singapore for those who want to make a successful career in the industry. But as the saying goes, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.

Leong Jew Lee, senior branch manager at global staffing services firm Kelly Services Singapore which places around 1,200 employees in banking positions every month, talks to BT (business times) about what it's like in banking, and highlights some of the entry-level positions available to fresh grads.

THE BANKING LIFE

What's it like to be in the banking industry? Well, Ms Leong says that while most people think it's a glamorous industry, it is also a very fast-paced one.

'The hours tend to be long, and it's a very competitive market,' she says. 'Because of business needs, banking is becoming more and more round-the-clock, especially when dealing with overseas markets, so you must be open to odd working hours.'

She adds that some people might find it stressful, as it is a complex and challenging industry with lots of regulations and rules that you have to comply with. However, if you're up to 'continuously acquiring new knowledge', it can be quite fulfilling.

WHAT TO STUDY?

If you're thinking of going into banking, it's best to pick a related discipline, such as economics, finance or accounting, Ms Leong suggests. That's not to say that it's essential to have a degree in one of these areas, but it does open up a lot more job positions to fresh graduates looking to move into this sector.

CHARACTERISTICS

There are many different aspects to banking, and the personality and character of a person should fit the job. Those involved in dealing directly with bank customers need a pleasant personality, as well as good communication skills. Those dealing with data and number-crunching need to be more meticulous. And, of course, integrity is a must when working in a bank.

HOW DO I KNOW IF THE SHOE FITS?

If you're not sure this is an industry for you, Ms Leong says that it's a good idea to take up a temporary job or apply for an internship at a bank while you're still studying, or if you've just graduated. Don't be bothered by the pay or working hours if you do: the idea is to get a feel for the industry. This is also a good way to increase your marketability, if you are planning to move into the banking sector after graduation.

SO SHOW ME THE MONEY

Here are some jobs that Ms Leong says are usually open to fresh graduates, along with a description of the usual minimum requirements, job scope, and starting pay:

Personal financial consultant/Wealth consultant/Investment officer

Description: This involves dealing with customers and advising them on their financial needs.

Minimum requirements: Bachelor's degree, preferably in a commercial discipline such as finance, economics or accounting. Those doing financial sales must be certified, but training will usually be provided after you've been accepted for the position. You will also need very good customer interface/communication skills.

Salary range: $2,200-$2,700

Tip: Those who do well in this position can move on to become a private banker, or go into institutional sales.

Telemarketer

Description: This usually involves outbound selling - calling people up to sell bank services such as credit cards and credit lines. Or it could involve inbound services, which would require interacting with customers who call the bank. Another possible - and growing - area is credit control or debt management, which involves calling bank customers to remind them to pay their bills.

Minimum requirements: Graduates in a commercial field of study are usually preferred, although having a degree is not essential. Must be able to speak well, and preferably in more than one language besides English. You may also have to work rotated hours to service other time zones, so some flexibility in timing may also be required.

Salary range: $1,800-$2,400, with certain positions offering incentivised (otherwise known as commission-based) components, especially those that deal with selling of services.

Tip: Ms Leong says this is a good place to start if you want to get a better understanding of a bank's service, especially retail, offerings.

Analysts

Description: Fresh graduates who are hired as analysts tend to be fairly junior, and will be required to basically crunch numbers and do research on financial models or ratios, among other tasks.

Minimum requirements: A degree in banking, finance, accountancy or economics is usually required, although those with math backgrounds will also be considered. You have to be good with numbers, and knowing how to run computer financial models is always a plus.

Salary range: $2,000-$2,400

Processing officer

Description: Processing officers do the back-end processing for different bank services such as fund transfers and telegraphic transfers. It may involve a certain amount of data processing, and usually involves very little customer interaction.

Minimum requirements: Most times, a general degree is sufficient, although being meticulous and accurate is a must.

Salary range: $2,000-$2,400

Branch/Customer service officer

Description: This basically involves managing and dealing with customers who walk into the branch, and helping them meet their needs or answer queries.

Minimum requirements: Degree holders are preferred, although not essential. But you do need to have a good customer service attitude and be able to interact well with customers.

Salary range: $1,800-$2,000

Trade services

Description: This is part of corporate banking, and is often related to corporate transactions. It tends to be highly administrative, and new employees usually learn on the job.

Minimum requirements: Usually a general degree is sufficient, although being meticulous and accurate is a must.

Salary range: $2,000-$2,400

Tip: Ms Leong says that this is another good job to think of if you want to learn the ins and outs of the banking sector.

Management trainee

Description: Banking is a complex industry, and highly regulated, so the top students often join as management trainees. They are then usually given exposure to groom them for higher, mostly managerial, positions.

Minimum requirement: A degree (usually from a top-notch university) in a banking-related field, with good grades and excellent recommendations.

Salary range: $2,400-$3,000

Tip: This is usually for the creme de la creme of those who join the banking sector, although some banks hire fresh graduates exclusively through management trainee programmes.

so many different kinds of jobs in a banking sector.. what should i do?

and in addition,there is also the insurance line which my uncle are working under.. great eastern.. perhaps i will be studying the courses which they have to study as well..

going into insurance line?

i have no idea.

what do i want in the future? after completing my degree what should i work as?

i was thinking of taking up a part time job in a bank before i get my results first.. but will that considered to be my internship? is it appropriate? will i get to learn as much as i should have learnt if that were to be my permanent job? will i get to face what i will be facing in the future if i do ever work in the banking sector? will i enjoy my work as much as i thought i would have?

i have absolutely no idea.

uncertainties.

haiz~ i hate it.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

went to the hospital to see my grandfather.

i dont wish to.. i am actually forced to go..

i remembered when i was young,i actually hated him so much that i wish i would never see him again.. that's the truth.. he was too biased against me.. he ignored me when i called him.. and after that i just decided to stop calling him at all since there was no response from,but was scolded by my parents though they were also aware of his fucking attitude.. it was like talking to the wall when i called up to him.. no response nothing..

he used to give me smaller hongbaos as compared to my brother.. how much more obvious can he show his biasness? my mum was angry by this unfairness within us.. though my brother agreed to share the hongbao money with me, mum confronted him and ask him to give the same amount or otherwise dont give at all..

there are a few more incidents that happened and i forgot them already..

perhaps,to him,i may not be the greatest/most obedient/caring granddaughter.. coz i am just a girl.. and he prefers guys..

but to me,he is definitely not my ideal grandfather..

fucking 重男轻女.. idiot..

but seeing him with all the tubes around him is saddening..

however,it irritates me was that he reacted strongly when my dad just touched him.. wth.. it is just an action of care and yet he just moved away with such big action.. his son leh.. his own son touching him,he also doesnt show any appreciation.. i was like wtf..

i have no wish to go see him again..

call me unfilial..

i dont care.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Happy birthday to SHARON huang (19th Sept) and wu MEIQUN (20th Sept)!!!

sorry about the late updates..

had been pretty busy recently..

Singapore UNIversities Games (SUniG)had finally started and our basketball male players are taking part in this event

18th Sept:against NUS, we won 70-64..

19th Sept:against SMU we won 71-59.. i miss this match though.. =(

went to celebrate meiqun's birthday at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe instead.. haha.. was supposed to be quite a surprise for her but something happened which spoilt the surprise.. haha.. :X

the plan: yeeling was supposed to be with her,after school.. probably to accompany her when she received wailay's phonecall saying he will be late or cant turn up at the restaurant.. then she is supposed to keep her company until she reached the restaurant with delay as we were preparing the stuff for her.. haha..

and while we were waiting,we did this!!!


while waiting for the female lead to appear,we did a bit of cheap thrilling -- taking photos!! Posted by Picasa


kailin,huixin,lena and i.. Posted by Picasa


ordering food and start eating coz we were hungry.. yum yum.. Posted by Picasa

and finally the birthday girl is here!!!


a pose for the restaurant? Posted by Picasa


the sweet couple,mr and mrs ee.. Posted by Picasa

and we started ordering our food..

i had this:


baked rice Posted by Picasa

then we started the celebration.. and we got the cake from the waitress who helped us keep in the fridge when we were eating..


the birthday cake.. looks more like wedding cake ba?? haha.. Posted by Picasa

took a picture with the candles unlighted..


us with the birthday ger.. Posted by Picasa

and then we light the candles..


the cake with lighted candles.. Posted by Picasa

and we started singing birthday song for her..




biting off the candles... Posted by Picasa


a kiss for the sweetheart who risk his mouth for her Posted by Picasa


cutting the wedding cake?! Posted by Picasa

had the cake -- chocolate cake.. but all of us were very full and so meiqun got to bring home the cake.. haha..

other than the cake,she also had...


the board we made for her... Posted by Picasa


the happy ger with the board and her angbao.. Posted by Picasa


the sunshine sunflower wailay got for the sunshine girl,meiqun.. Posted by Picasa


the board mr ee drew for her.. the real sunflower may wilter someday but this picture of 100 sunflowers will never die and bloom for her..  Posted by Picasa

and before we forget,we had a group photo of all who were there,except yeeling who sacrificed herself to take a picture of us.. haha.. sounds so dramatic..


us making funny faces.. Posted by Picasa

and after that i rushed back home to get this:


sunflower!!!! Posted by Picasa

and rushed over to tampines mart mac..

maybe you may wonder why the hell did i rush there with a sunflower?

tada~

she's the reason.. (sounds so lesbiany..;p)


sharon.. Posted by Picasa

guess she was really surprised by the flower.. haha.. and hope it came as a surprise to you though we met really late coz of me.. sorry.. haha.. have fun..

happy birthday ger.. hope you enjoyed yourself.. =)

latest update:
22nd Sept:we lost to NTU by 53-58.. :( but we are still second.. =) quite a pity coz we were leading for the first 3 quarters..

Friday, September 15, 2006

just had our recruitment drive for basketball..

was quite a success..

had about 50++ people who signed up.. but i wonder how many will stay..

too bad we didnt managed to take any group photos like last year.. =(


only this: the few of us involved in the recruitment.. there should be more!!!Posted by Picasa

saw shuhui at SIM!!!not the shuhui from Temasek Sec but she is the the cheung cheng high girl who is in our 1st 3 months JC class,02A06.. yup,kaijing,i think you should know her.. haha.. yup,she is working as a part time make-up artist for people leh.. haha.. mayb i should try this line too as well.. seems quite fun to put on make up for people.. wahaha.. but i am not even an expert in making up.. haha..

and today we had the pageant which janice took part in as well..


the pageant for MISS SIM.. Posted by Picasa


my favourite picture -- janice and me.. Posted by Picasa

and on our way back (i was going to cityhall to meet jac they all),we saw yi xi and his friend,kelvin i think.. then so qiao,janice know kelvin and i know yixi and so we started talking.. a bit weird though.. :X dropped janice off at kallang MRT station and we took loads of pictures.. wahaha..


took this with my K800i at kallang MRT station.. hehe.. and it is my wallpaper for my phone now Posted by Picasa

after that,i headed back to cityhall to meet up with lena,guirong,waiyue and jac and we had new york new york!!! and then we went searching for a cockboard for meiqun's present.. haha.. but we couldnt find it.. :( and so guirong will be going to look for it tomorrow.. haha..

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

sick again..

i am just weak.. =(

maybe i am the kind that have to go work/study everyday otherwise i will fall sick..

劳碌命.. haiz~ :(

Monday, September 11, 2006

started school today..

went to school with sharon and sonia.. haha..

the lecturer for MSM was boring and he just read from the slides.. nevertheless,i hope i will be able to do well in it.. coz my second class honors depends on it.. better still if i can get a first class!! haha.. *think too much le*

had my new phone!!! finally!!! haha..

got the same phone as lena.. K800i.. haha.. so happy~~!! =)

Saturday, September 09, 2006

anyway,went to watch the superstar audition today!! so many people i know were there.. but of course i am the low profile de,all dunno me.. diao.. i know so many future star sia!! haha..

why am i there?

am i there to take part?

nah... i am there to support my friends,kaijing,lena and diana who took part in the audtion.. hmm,perhaps i should take part next year!!! for the fun of it.. but they queued like very long leh.. what an experience (in queuing??!!).. haha..

and of course after the auditions and stuff, joseph came and we went to yoshinoya to eat.. suddenly miss kailin alot.. haha.. so sweet of joseph to send them to toa payoh hdb hub early in the morning.. haha..

anyway, rushed back to orchard coz i still had to work.. haha.. went to eat kinokuniya yoshinoya with lena,kaijing,diana and joseph.. hehe.. very long never eat le.. haha.. then it is picture taking time..

*shall upload more pictures when diana send me the pictures*


me and lena with her cute face Posted by Picasa


joseph me and my darling,lena.. Posted by Picasa


diana and kaijing (this is the clearest pic i can find) Posted by Picasa


the monitress and monitor sec 4/6 2001 (?).. haha.. i felt so old..  Posted by Picasa

and after that it is back to work at taka for me!!!

first day as AV promoter~ so happy!! sales not bad.. hopefully,it will continue to be this good!!! =)