hmm,today managed to find some secondary school people's blogs..people like junmei and caryn..haha..all thanks to yeeyong..which i got her link from eileen's blog..haha..then i found junmei and caryn's one..hmm,seems like everyone is enjoying life and having a great time either in school or with boyfriend..hmm..*envious* haha..dun worry my turn will come soon..very soon..*consoling myself*haha..just dunnoe when only mah..perhaps one year later??two years later??or even ten years later??haha..okok..i think i sound a bit desperate and yet i go and say pple desperate ironic huh??damn my stupid irritating mouth and itchy hand..haha..whatever la..felt so guilty saying him..but i hope he dun take it very much to heart...

seems like everyone around me is blessed with someone..i am glad..i am happy...so am i..i am also blessed with friends and friends and more friends...yesh of course and my family..i should be thankful..*tears in the eyes* why am i getting so sentimental all of the sudden??i should be glad..should be happy..yesh..and i am thankful for all the good friends i have made,my understanding mother and father..my beloved brother...and all my good friends,especially the tar-los..and all the JC friends and poly friends(aka diana's friends) and uni friends...thankful that i meet them..they helped me through difficulties of which i never thought i would be able to survive and overcome...thank you,guys..:)

but somehow,i felt lost within me..and i dunnoe why...*sadness overcome me* :(

*~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~*