was walking to tampines interchange..then saw a cat..it sort of winked at me then twitched its ears..weird cat..haha..just amused..haha..anyway,went to SIM for lessons (IR lessons today) quite erm..nice actually..but we went back to square one..REALISM..had tutorial presentation by alan and damien only..while the rest of the group members (female) ran away..haha..so sad rite??i guess they must felt reallie f*cked up..if i were them,i would too..and somemore all the slides are done by damien only..somemore they did came for lessons and just escaped when asked to present after the break,whereby they just packed their bag and leave..wad the HELL??just a presentation and they must do this kind of thing..such a disgrace to us,women..

sudden feelings of great sentiments...dunnoe why..suddenly felt like dedicating this to all my friends whom i have made..be it poly friends,JC friends,TMS friends or any any friends..:) and especially dedicated to the following who had in a way or another help me...just wanna let you guys know that i reallie treasure you guys no matter wad happened in the future...okok?? sounds pretty sad..i dunnoe why also..just felt so sentimental suddenly..and wanted to leave this to let you guys noe how much you meant to me..haha...does it sounds er xin??keke..dun cry k??haha..even though i felt like crying le..:'(

btw,the order doesn't represent the order you are in my heart...it is in alphabetical order..haha...

my feelings. my friends. my tots.

to: diana
hey ger,remember the times we often argued..hmm,i am glad despite our disputes(i forgot why..),we are still friends..despite u not studying in a JC,we still got to hang up together..at KTV,birthday celebrations,etc..remember the times we aimed to achieve good grades..the times we compete with each others..haha..even compared who got the lousiest marks..etc..that was fun..didn't regret having u in the tuition centre at jumpstart,although christina was not happy..i dunnoe why though...but anyway,was so glad you are in the tuition centre and i guess it helped you a lot as it did to me..all thanks to mr eio..:) i guess you have motivated me to study for my O-levels and thus getting such good results..hehe..all those competitions and comparisons of marks made me so competitve that i just had to do well for my O-level...sorrie i broke the promise of going to the poly with you..i think only may and mk made it to the promise..hope we can go chill up again some time...and wishing you all the best with him..:)

to: eileen
first meet you in a chinese calligraphy class..that was in sec 1..thought u hated me..dunno why also..just a stupid feeling..haha..too sensitive le..then reallie gotta noe you better in sec 3,when we started to write letters to each other..sharing secrets and a lot of my stupid thinking..haha..guess you will laugh til your head drop when u read them again...thanks for keeping those letters a secret..some stupid things i shared with u...haha..recalling it just made a smile on my face..can't believe that was me in the past..so naive...haha..continued to write letters to you in JC, a different feeling then..mainly about class and class..haha..also got something about ahem la..but not that much le..remember us studying together in library..you praying hard to meet him..haha..you just got so excited when you see him..so ke ai thinking back..haha...hmm,you are with him again aren't u??wishing you all the best..:)

to:guirong
thanks for always being there for me when i am down..although we do not reallie have much of a common topic,i am glad you have always treated me as a good friend...so have i..:) we haven't been through a lot..haha..since we are in the same class for only one year..thinking back,i have never been very close to you...but i am glad we remained friends and got together every morning and see your smile which made my day at the TPJC benches there..just seeing your smile with your "fake" dimples makes my heart melt..haha.. ur dimples are so ke ai..kawaii ne...anyway,all the best to u..:)

to: huixin
ger,you have always been brave and i am sure you will continue to be brave in your route in SMU..sorrie i haven't been good enough to get into SMU to accompany you..flunked the stupid interview..should have spoken up more..hmm..you have been a good president in ge yao and believe in yourself..dun worrie too much..:) anyway,although we may have some disagreements at times due to different perceptions,i am glad we can still tolerate each other and remain as friends...i am especially touched when you just called to tell me about your problems in school...i dun mind...as it proved that i played a significant role in your life..and i hope to continue this friendship we had..stay happy and all the best..:) let's go ktv some day!!

to: joanna
the class rep of my JC class..the one who motivated me to be a volunteer..the one who encouraged me when i was down and she herself was't doing any better..the one who had never give me lots of encouragement when designing the class tee..and even promoted me to be the co-host for the chinese new year celebration..you gave me experience others might not have tried before..you made me mature through these experiences you have given me..working with children, handling stagefright and even giving lots of moral support when i wasn't confident enough..if there were times i disappointed you,i am sorry..it is because of you that i am the person i am today...thank you and all the best to you..:)

to: junmei
perhaps you didn't noe..u have been the model student i looked up to in secondary 1,the way you conversed with kelvin and joel just made me so envious..remember the times we went white sands mac just to have breakfast..haha..you are like forever so happy and always with the big wide smile on your face..forever so poetic and good in language...and up till now,i still received christmas card from you..so glad that even though we had long lost contacts with each other as in seldom talk etc..,we are still in contact..(ironic..huh??) hmm,read your blog..dun fret..as the more you fret,the more it will happen..so believe in him,believe in yourself..all the best..:)

to: kaijing
hey ger,another of my best pal in singing..haha..known her better in sec 3..our dearest class rep..often kena bullied..haha..hmm,was in the same A06 class in the 1st 3 months..haha..actually i am quite envious of you leh..kaijing...haha..good looks and nice voice also...haha..very good character also..admire you..just like an angel who had entered the life of human beings..haha..just that sometimes you lost your wings,hold on and i am sure you would be able to return to the heaven of your own...:) somemore always taking such good care of me..haha...and being able to tolerate with my sudden and bad temper..admire ur patience sia..haha..u take care and all the best...

to: lena
the ger who is forever willing to be crazy with me..haha..all the phone chats when we are in sec 1..haha..highest record==>5 hours woh..who can break the record?? and also all the following and spying of people..only one who is willing to do such a stupid thing with me..haha..but now,she matured,not reallie la..but at least not that naive le..so now only left me to be the only one being crazy and mad in sec 3..haha..remember the time in sec 1 we walked home and took bus 18 or 69??haha..so crazy..and also go and buy the mixed soya bean and grass jelly...miss it sia..go drink some day kk??you are forever so crazy when we go KTV together..a very easily "HIGH" ger..haha..making people around her pretty high as well..especially when she tries to sing S.H.E and F.I.R songs..haha..somemore her voice super duper like selina..haha...hey ger,perhaps you didn't noe that since sec 1,you have made a deep impact on me..it is not common for a person to chat at least 2 hours everyday ba..haha..neither it is common for us to go and follow people around rite??haha..then in sec 3 & 4 we just drifted apart..which was sad..dunnoe how u feel though..but i understand you have your commitments..haha..such as music and drama,kailin,class,bf,etc..haha...nevertheless now we are again in different schools..keep in touch kk??take care and all the best.. :)

to: waiyue
you are the one who taught me to be stronger..telling me that the working society is not as naive as we had thought it would have been..forever helping me in my GP..all thanks to her that my GP pass..and also thanks to mrs logan..haha..:) in one way or another,even though we are 2 good friends..i dunnoe why it seems to me that i noe very little about her..haha..and i ought to be very ashamed of myself..:P haha..surely she won't mind..enjoy times when we are in burger king studying..2 person with very different and contradicting personality can remain as friends up till now isn't easy..haha..i treasure it..hope you do too..haha..take care and all the best...:)

a list of good friends who in one way or another affected my life,what more can i ask for??? *tears falling off my cheeks* remember guys,friends foreva..:)