happy 23rd ms joey apple tan xiao jia!!! =D

i am touched.

i just casually mentioned online to him that i wanted to see a rainbow.

and he just made the special effort to make me feel so happy throughout the nite.

thank you. =)

the pic he draw for me.



p/s: i guess he made a mistake in the colors arrangements. :X

got this from kailin.

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

been busy studying at different people's house for the past few days.

macdonald's had become an intolerable place to study,due to the noise pollution by the students. but we cant blame them. coz macdonald's remain a place for people to eat,enjoy and have fun. so studying at mac may not be the perfect place afterall. so we now migrate from one person's house to another.

tomorrow,we'll be going to eugene's place. and dom will be joining us too!!! for the first time. haha.

hope we had great fun studying together. =)

and hope this entry will bring the timer down,as it is stressing most of my friends. lol.

p/s: it is less than 21 days to my first paper. :(

am in love with this song.

保护色 by 苏亦承

想对你说的 让他先说了
从此只能猜测
你流泪是因为快乐
想要给你的 他先给你了
从此只能负荷
寂寞和爱本来能分割

祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二

欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃的远远的
等待是我自责

路越走越曲折 不能回头了
能伤害我的 都是我爱的
还保护什么 还保护什么

祝福你是我的保护色
专心扮演朋友的角色
在你们拥抱的那一刻
我心一分为二

欺骗你是我的保护色
甘心做个爱情的弱者
真爱不是就能逃的远远的
等待是我自责
爱你是天责

been trying to apply for jobs recently.

but realised i didnt even know what kinds of jobs are available and what kinds of jobs i am looking for. personal banker? operations-treasury? operations-derivatives? financial consultant? most required relevant job experiences otherwise, good results. haiz. havin none really put me at an disadvantage. =(

so perhaps after studying for 3 years in SIM, i had wasted my money and time studying. it seems that after studying so much there is no guarantee on anything. in fact,most of the stuff i had learnt was returned back to the lecturers. :X how i wish i had the power of memory. and according to my friends, most of the things we learnt are just very minor part of the working life.

haiz.

stressed now.

i gave up searching for jobs now. perhaps i should just look for part-time jobs when i graduate and concentrate on my studies first.

haiz.

such a failure.

as exams draw nearer, stress level increase, tolerance level decrease, mood swings increase, happiness decrease, conflicts increase.

so i do apologise if i cause any unhappiness between friends, especially those who had to tolerate with my mood swings and bad temper cum attitude problem.

sorry.