been trying to apply for jobs recently.

but realised i didnt even know what kinds of jobs are available and what kinds of jobs i am looking for. personal banker? operations-treasury? operations-derivatives? financial consultant? most required relevant job experiences otherwise, good results. haiz. havin none really put me at an disadvantage. =(

so perhaps after studying for 3 years in SIM, i had wasted my money and time studying. it seems that after studying so much there is no guarantee on anything. in fact,most of the stuff i had learnt was returned back to the lecturers. :X how i wish i had the power of memory. and according to my friends, most of the things we learnt are just very minor part of the working life.

haiz.

stressed now.

i gave up searching for jobs now. perhaps i should just look for part-time jobs when i graduate and concentrate on my studies first.

haiz.

such a failure.