i should just freaking hell go and die.

cannot find a bloody job.

stay at home mum nag. go out mum also nag. what the hell she wants? and now she is not talking to me.

it is not my fault that i cant get a job. i tried to apply as many as possible trying to make myself useful to them. apply to the websites waiyue recommends me. but no one contact me.

i also dont wish for this to happen. i am also freaking miserable that such a thing happen.

why does it seem that noone understands me?

why does everyone say that i am busy in love and didnt do the job search properly?

am i too fussy in my job search? i just dont want sales-related jobs. is it that difficult to find?

why cant the right job just land in front of me?

why cant i just get a freaking job and start work?

i am sick and tired of all this.