was "interviewed" by this book i borrowed, the magic of thinking BIG..

since you are graduating soon in 2007, tell us,what do you want in your future?

no clue at all..

okie, never mind.. *no wonder this girl is reading the self-book.. she really needs some help from me*

so, tell us what kind of life would you like?

hmm... i just thought of leading a simple life..

how simple?

no idea..

*think for a while,bitting her fingers*

perhaps just going on with out any plans in mind..

i dunno..

i just want to find that special someone whom i love and will dote on me?

so love is more important for you?

haha.. not really la.. but since it is the ideal world, i guess i would like to have a doting partner.. and maybe having a stable job which i like.. i would also like to travel around the world and if i can, i will make time to volunteer for some of the orphanage organisations.. and also i will like to have regular meeting-ups with different groups of friends so as to keep in touch with them as well as gathering with family.. so i guess time will be very important to me..

recently, i got this business proposal (household gold concept) from network 21 and amway.. which promised a passive income of around 2 k or more per month(?) and hence,people can actually quit their job and spend time with their family or do some other things that they will enjoy.. but of course,in every business, there is an input for every output, i would have to put in the effort to build up the pipeline (network marketing,i guess) for 5 years before i can actually see the results..

and the things i have to do is (CORE):
1.to be a 100% user of amway products (hence i gotta be the distributor)
2.show the plans to 8-16 people per month,
3.have at least 10 clients..
*the above 3 things i do are action habits*
4.listen to CD (which are functions that people attend)
5.read books (most are self-helped and motivational)
6.attend functions (weekly)
7.be a team player

and maybe for the CDs and books,i have to put about $150 per month? i am not too sure.. being amway distributor is a one time cost of about $68..

anyway,i hope to get some of your opinions on this as i have no idea if i should or should not get involve in it..

alright,that could be one of your option in life.. (perhaps not)

anyway, after studying for so many years, i suppose you must have some directions in your career.. so how about sharing your idealistic thoughts of your career?

seriously speaking,i have not really consider what i want to be in the future.. i suppose if i am studying a banking and finance degree,i would most probably be working in a bank.. but will i really be enjoying myself working in a bank?

i really have no idea..

i just want to look for a stable job which earn me sufficient for my family.. *i remembered someone or some quizzes tested me out to be a job hopper... so now i will try to stay in a job for as long as possible.. perhaps until they fired me.. haha*

perhaps when i graduate this, i will take up part-time jobs first and try the many different kinds of jobs which are available,before i really make a decision about which field i would be in for the future.. :)

and since you had ur ideal life and perfect career planning.. so how about your relationship now?

:(

til now,my score for relationship is zero (or perhaps -100).. yeah, i'm just lousy..

i guess i am too afraid to enter into a relationship.. even though i had not been badly hurt in a relationship before.. perhaps the fear of failing paralyse me.. what sharon said last night to me on msn was very right, i am very haunted by the past.. and she even said that i was very bad to those who show interest in me.. haha.. am i? i guess so.. :P

relationship is not a one-sided thing.. i understand that.. but since it is not one-sided.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. and if one of the hand is unwilling,there is no way the clap will be a loud one..

seriously speaking, i have no idea what i really want and what i will become in the future.. and sometimes i wonder if there is anything wrong with me.. what the hell am i looking out for and why people i like will never like me? haha.. is this what we call fate? or is it what we call torture? haha.. maybe certain things are just not meant to be..

i have heard many people telling me to give him a chance,you never give people chance, how you know it wont work out? but is there a time when i wanna get with this guy,does this guy give me a chance at all? it is just so unfair if i give people chances but people doesnt give me any chance.. if people have the right to be with me since he likes me,why cant i have the right to be together with the person i like?

i dunno..

i guess it is all in the mind..

perhaps in future i could just be a nun.. or spinster.. haha.. i dunno.. so to all my beloved friends, i shall be your child's godma in future okie? since there is a high likelihood that i may not get married.. lol

p/s:note those in blue/purple are the questions of the "book" which interviewed me.. haha.. a bit lame.. guess i am too bo liao and probably read too much magazines already.. :p

p/p/s: i must have been quite lame and bored to come out with this crap.. haha