i guess i have this problem of not speaking when i am with a crowd.

and people will think that i am dao. attitude problem.

but the fact is: i am not confident enough to speak up in a group of people. i dun like the attention on me when i am speaking. especially if i am not sure of what i am saying. perhaps i do enjoy the attention at times. (i am an attention seeker in some way if you do notice) but there is always exceptions.

i dont mind speaking to individuals one by one in a crowd. but speaking in front of the whole crowd, i just dont have the confidence to do that. (and yet i dreamt to be a DJ/host.. what a joke.. lol)

i guess it is just me.

i should build up my confidence level and speak whatever i wanna say in front of everybody and not be afraid of making a fool out of myself. since i always did that as well.

i shall change my attitude and be a confident girl.. =)

perhaps only then can i reach my goals..

be a minority. achieve the impossible.

p/s: looking for this song by 石欣卉 i believe.

p/p/s: i guess i have low EQ.. anyone who is found to be changing my life in whatever way, or want to take control of my life, i will be real resistant against it.. so dont try to change my mind..

p/p/p/s: perhaps you never know a smile from you could make my day.. =)