when there is certain thing that you have been pinning hope on and determined to get.. and it is just right in front of you and yet you cant reach it..

no matter how helpless you are,how loud you shout for help,you cant get any attention.. the feeling was terrible and horrible..

tears just start to fall uncontrollably from my eyes..

i never knew how much i wanted you til this morning when i realised it is all over between me and you.. the realisation hit me hard.. but then i also remember that we never had any contact in the first place to begin with..

i will always remember this day as i sacrificed you.. i will be back for you again,w800i..when i feel rich enough..