just attended a wedding dinner yesterday..

i guess the way i put on make-up just shocked people.. some of my relatives couldnt even recognised me.. haha.. i guessed that was the power of make-up.. i also think i look totally different with make up.. perhaps to some point when i look into the mirror i couldnt recognise myself either and i think i am almost fake.. i am not saying my make up skills are as great as diana or waiyue or anybody else.. everyone of us has a different way of applying make-up.. but the thing is that i put on an more exaggerating make--up especially when i am goin out at night be it attending dinner or going to clubs/pubs or whatever..

i was curious.. how do people know who is the right one in their life? i mean we meet so many people in our lives.. get into relationships,break ups etc..people just walked into our lives and then walked out.. who is to determine who is important.. and even if you regard him/her to be important will she/he feels the same way? i am curious and truly amazed.. perhaps i am more fortunate that i had a complete family who will not quarrel over little things like some of my friends' parents did.. i also wondered if i will be living in peace with my husband,if i ever get married.. or would we be quarelling everyday over little things?

i wonder.

haha.. i remembered once when we were young,i guess it was secondary school then,lena and i were talking about getting into relationship and we were complaining about why we cant seems to get involved with the people we liked.. haha.. is it really because of the wrong timings? or is it because we are not better,if not good compared to the others? is there any ways we are inferior to the others? what happened if in the end,we became old spinster? are we going to the match-making session?? just to find the perfect guy? okie,maybe not perfect but mr right??or am i going to own a condominium alone and lived alone til one day i just die in that condomium without anyone noticing??

i remembered that i used to say that i wanna get married early.. haha.. so no need to worry about age gap between children and me.. but i guess this is not possible le.. haha.. i used to think that i will be married by 21.. haha.. which is NOW!!! and well,i havent found the perfect one right one..which i guess it kinda sad.. haha.. sharon is about to get married le!!! and she is only one years older than me.. (and yes,she got the progress package of $800 on 1st may lo!!) hai~ will i be able to find my mr right??

anyway,i was drinking red wine at the wedding dinner and my uncle came over and said that i was able to drink well.. how does he know that? i dun even know if i could drink myself.. haha.. anyway,this wedding was much more fun than any others i had attended as one of my uncle,weiqin who was about the same age with me sat with us.. hehe.. at least we had something in common to talk about..we were talking about who to offer tea to if we get married.. haha.. that is if i ever get married..then it would be exaggerating la.. i think my husband and i will have to offer a lot of cups of tea man.. so many relatives at my grandma's side.. haha..

but what if i never get married??!!