had lunch in school with shouzi and sharon they all.. and he was a nice guy.. although i didnt ask him to help me to book seat for POA lecture,he always helps me to.. perhaps becoz there was once when he didnt.. and though i didnt mind,his friends reprimanded him.. haha.. poor thing sia.. haha.. now he remembers le.. but i know that this group of friends was pretty close to each other.. and i was sort of third party coz i am taking POA lecture alone this year without any friends, except shou zi.. and they are nice to me as well and would take food and stuff for me as well.. felt quite welcomed with them..

my official last day of work at bonia today..

kewei from goldlion asked me to have dinner with him.. hehe.. he asked me the other time before but in the end,he pangsey me and went alone.. but this time round he waited for me at the staff entrance there.. hee.. quite happy.. at least he waited.. was quite disappointed the other time he pangsey me and was pretty worried that he will pangsey me again.. haha.. but luckily he didnt..=)

went to LJS as suggested by him.. then found 2 seats by the windows.. and he just asked me to sit there without asking me what i want to eat and stuff.. and so i thought he would be buying his food first then i go get mine (such a lousy guy.. haha..) and hence i just played with my handphone (was so addicted to mahjong can?) but he wasnt what i thought,instead he got the both of us value combo one with fresh salad.. which is something i wont order if i were to have LJS.. instead i will get coleslaw instead.. then i asked him why he didnt ask me what i want to eat.. then anyhow order.. haha.. then what if i dun eat the salad how? then he said he will eat it.. haha.. funny leh him.. haha.. but tried to eat a bit of the salad la.. dun find it nice.. told him i would like coleslaw,but then he said that salad is better coz the vegetable are fresher.. haha..

think he is pretty hungry.. he can be entertaining me and yet eat faster than me.. haha...chatted mainly about the girls who worked there.. he asked me who i think is pretty there.. and i told him the bum ger is very cute and i find her pretty.. but he told me that i was prettier than she was.. haha.. this was quite sweet to me la,though i didnt say that to him.. i also mentioned about the levis girl.. and he felt the same too.. but according to him,she was pretty "cheap" as in once when they went out together,she will lean towards him when they walked even though they are not very close to each other.. haha..(dunno if he telling the truth or not..) then he also got said about being molested and "abused" by girls (i am one of them la.. coz i always hit him de..) haha..then he even tell me how some of the girls just slip their hands and slowly move down his spine there.. haha.. then he started asking me if there is any ways to sue these girls.. just want to make fun of me coz i told him that i took law.. but i took company law leh.. not criminal law can? they are different loh.. haha..

then he mentioned that since it was my last day,i told him that there wont be much time for us to 相處.. haha.. but then according to him,he said he still have 11 years to go..then he said he wanted to live til the age of 50 then wanna die le.. funny right? i thought the amount of life you want to live til cant be determined by us?? still have 11 years,want to live til 50,that means he is a 39 years old now loh.. haha.. he is actually only 19 ba..

and it seems to me that he wanted to achieve quite a number of things and he has a lot of crazy ideas that people will not try.. like opening a gigolo shop etc.. haha.. i asked if he smoke,he did (i guess but as social smoker ba..) the reason he smoke is funny.. he said that his uncles live to an age of 60+ despite them smoking and hence since he only wants to live til 50.. smoking will be of no harm to him (what a selfish thought!) but i also not sure if he is just joking.. coz he had this goofy smile on his face.. then he also told me about the 2 wives of his grandfather and he was from the small wife of his grandfather and he felt that his grandfather did wrong to his big wife in china.. then said i look like i am from china.. coz my cheeks are red red de.. -.-''' then also talked about jobs,people and life etc..

remember he told me once that we should stay happy as even we are not happy,one day will just pass like that.. 開心也過一天,不開心也過一天,不如開開心心的過完一整天..=) his logic is right la.. but i feel that even if you are unhappy,i dun feel that there is a need to hide it.. why 逞強? why not let your tears out when you are feeling terrible? i dun understand why we should hide our feelings when it is okie to show it out? why does god give us tears which will just flow out when we are unhappy hurt or even when we are very happy? why gives us a smile to show when we are happy? why is there laughter when we feel jovious/entertained? isnt it for us to show how we feel.. and as a signal to the others as well?? hence, there is this BIG question of why are we hiding what we feel and not show it? that is something i dun understand.. and perhaps never will.. once,people told me that is to make others less worried for you etc.. but it is always the people who are worried about you that makes you feel your self worth and they must have been someone close to you to be worried about you.. at least,you know there are people who cared about you.. if they never know what you feel,how are they going to be concerned over you? how do they know you even encounter a difficulty? how do they know what you are thinking? i dunno,i stand by my view.. i believed in showing my expressions on my face no matter what.. but perhaps,it is also something that i cant change no matter how hard i try..

hence hereby i should apologised to any of my friends who know me too well,know that i am the kind that will show my frustration,my sadness,my happiness etc.. perhaps you could say that i am selfish.. coz i choose to "burden" my friends with all my sadness and make them worry about me.. but if they arent my friends,they wont have care for me would they? sometimes,people just need the reassurance that they have people to be by their side.. and at least,tell them that they are still living,still alive.. leading a routinal life could sometimes just lead us to feel that they are losing themselves,their goals (well,not as if i have a goal in the first place) etc.. human beings cant survive alone,we always need someone with us.. perhaps that's the reason we have friends in the first place..

anyway,back what i was saying,headed back to the counter and peili left me.. there were a lot of customers and once again,i think i charged one of the customer a wrong price.. opps.. :X haha.. but i also forgot which customer le..=X

i was quite surprised that he waited for me after work when i was rushing my stuff.. normally he would have just go off and left me alone,but today he waited for me to finish my stuff.. which i ended work at around 11pm loh.. (the shop close at 10.30pm) coz there was alot of things sold that day and i forgot to key in them until the last minute.. haha.. then somemore,there was a last minute customer.. haha.. i asked him why he waited for me,then he said that he doesnt like to be in the crowd and would rather wait upstairs until noone was downstairs.. then somemore it is my last day and so he wanted to accompany me.. haha.. i also dunno him la.. but i appreciate it coz he waited for me,at least it wouldnt be so scary staying alone at the counter there to finish my stuff.. =)