very soon it will be the beginning of next year and of course the end of this year.. a end will always leads to another beginning.. and this year can say is a rather fruitful year for me..

work at a lot of different places and experienced a lot of changes especially towards the later part of the year..

some of the places that i had worked for during the holidays as well as when i was studying..
1st: banquet (though i wasnt in charge of serving.. haha.. coz of the shoes.. i am heng sia)
2nd: bonia (kaijing)
3rd: admin at honeywell pte ltd (kelly services)
4th: promoting insect repellent--OFF! (lena)
5th: admin at menel pte ltd (janice)
6th: scanning,prep and reassembling at holiday inn (lena)
7th: promoter at parkway for carlo rino and sembonia shoes (steven)
8th: admin assistant at suntec for DBS roadshow (diana from recruit strategy)
9th: promoter at iora (zee)
10th: bonia (due to the wagon's sale)
11th: admin assistant at cosmex IT fair under DBS
12th: Yeo's waitress for a banquet
13th: bridal exhibition
14th: apple promoter at the airport (faizal)
15th: bonia (yup,it is back to bonia for work again..)

wow~ that was quite a number of part time jobs that i had worked.. hehe.. can say i am a job hopper hor? haha... only half a year and i hopped from job to job.. hehe..

and i went to clubbing and pubbing for the first time this year..
1.clubbing at indochine with yeeling,lena and huixin (due to the launching of the new SNAG magazine,asked to go by simin)
2.fantasy bar went with ah soon
3.initial bar went with superman(zichao) and tom (chenghe)
4.clubbing again at chinablack (due to SIM bash)

plus a record breaking of going to ktv 7 times a month--november!!!haha..

and there is the basketball recruitment drive as well as the IVP.. which really frustrated me.. especially paying the coaches for the guys IVP as well as the bookings of courts.. argh...

other than that there are also quite a number of changes in me..
1. now wearing contacts.. hehe..
2. start putting on make up.. though not everyday
3. start to wear sleeveless clothes like tank tops,spagettis stripes,tubes,halters etc (all these are clothes i would never wear in the past even if u kill me.. haha.. now more 爱美 mah..hehe)
4. am not as negative as before (but still aint positive),more optimistic but not the most optimistic yet..
5. confused about my identity as to who i am,who i want to be and what i want to be like..
(waiyue told me that i seem to be livin under the shadow of xiaojia and janice and i thought so too,comparing myself with janice,makes me feel worse--inferior.. haha.. i know i shouldnt be comparing,we are different.. but somehow i will start comparing.. that's just me..=( )
6. tired about what has been goin on in my life.. so monotonous at times,so unsurprising.. so erm,tired as in physically tired.. mentally tired as well.. hai~

getting old le.. easily tired sia.. haha..

rong: ay... 2006 is coming... hope the new yr will bring u more sources of positive energy to remove ur "tired" status.... bring u the answers that u have longed to find to remover ur "confused" status... and bring u more gd luck to counter any "whatever" that comes

this is what rong send to me this morning as my nick is Jocelin~ tired. confused. whatever. haha.. she is very creative huh? since i dun save my chat history anymore,i think it would be good if i leave it here.. at least i wont forget.. you guys know how short my memory is.. (which is one thing that never change..=( )

ps.i change my blogskin.. haha..