after LBO,emily and i decided to go over to chenghe's house to study.. hehe.. main thing is that we wanted to motivate him to study...this guy ar,really cannt study de leh.. but at least managed to force him to do some of the econs questions.. hehe..

but we ended up playing cards and even started drinking.. haha.. it wasnt like me in the past and i know i had changed somehow.. haha.. perhaps i am becoming more like a drinker..i drank quite alot i guess on that day..(that's why i am somehow drunk) coz i was trying to help emily not to drink so much in the game.. haha.. dun wanna sabo her..

but anyway,we got take in some plain water in so as to dilute the beer.. so it is much better for us.. and we also ordered KFC.. haha.. quite nice..though a bit too spicy.. lolz.. but i am okie with it!! especially the new sweet and spicy sauce (i thought it was sweet and sour!!)

after that we do truth or dare.. dunno why somehow the pen will just point to me.. and doing truth,i told them some things that i am facing at that stage.. coz they knew that something was troubling me.. (there's always things bothering me..) more or less about the incident about jac's place between me and lena as well as me and waiyue.. i think i am still troubling over it.. that's why i drank.. also got mentioned something abot ex-crushes ba.. and reasons why i changed.. (dun ask me anymore,the more i think of it,the more the reasons doesnt sound valid.. i have no idea why i changed anymore..) and we did stupid dares.. haha..

i know that in this incident i made my family worried for me.. my mum especially.. coz she was the one who heard me over the phone in my drunk state,i guessed i must have talked funny.. i dunno wad had made me change and drink (so dun ask me anymore!!!) but i do know that that it is the last can of beer that made me drunk.. i shouldnt have drink that.. haha.. but i myself choose to when i was talkin about him.. no idea why but somehow i just drank..it was my choice.. and i didnt really regret it if not for the fact that it made my parents worried for me..fearing that i would do something stupid..perhaps i did,but i dunno..

sorry to make my family worried.. sorry to anyone who is worrying me about me..

i will be back soon..yes,the same old brand new me..(sounds like A1 song.. oh man,wad 年代 am i livin in??)

yesh,i will be back. (dun remember what show it is)