this month is a super bad month...super lousy month..

first the guy i like was attached to another ger..then in another job,at bugis seiyu,my female superior caught me my friend (a male one somemore.. remember i was working at the males department??!!) at the counter which isnt allowed.. haha.. but i didnt know that.. anyway,there is a high possibility that i am going to lose this pernament job that start in september also..[anyway,i wont be working in september le..coz i need to concentrate on my studies but i will be looking for weekend jobs..] and now i lose my current job,yes the one which i am working with janice.. but i dun give a damn about that.. it is the income that i am worried about.. i lose my income!!! and damn it.. i spent too much this month as well.. and bad news,other than waiyue's dad losing his job,it is possible that my dad will also lose his job after he completed his assignment.. hai~!

anyway,so today is my last day of work.. and i guessed i had been stabbed at my back.. coz i didnt let one of my colleague know it was my last day and yet she knows and even boss me around to do things for her.. so it is either my boss told her (which isnt possible.. i mean my last day leh,what the heck got to do with her??!!and she didnt go into the boss's office today) or she is the one who wanted me to stop working there.. this is highly possible coz she once commented that i was slow when once i tried to help janice with her work.. well coz i wasnt doin wad i was supposed to do.. lol.. but i was bored with all the repeated stuff that i had to do and i dun even have a clue of what it was like.. wtf.. and furthermore,she stayed in for lunch yesterday.. and the boss office was close when we came back.. so something must have happened la.. hmm,other than that,she said that she didnt know a thing when one of our outlet stuff had lost her handphone,hence it is highly possible that she was in the boss's room.. but all are my predictions la.. i dunnoe the truth..

until this week,one of my other colleague,ellie, told me that it was done for the auditors to check.. hmm.. i dun even know why and how come the auditors will check if the mobile i-meh number will tally with the one the outlets had sold??!! anyway,i just did what i was told to do and just do loh.. the bloody hell colleague who told me to do didnt even tell me what to do and i had to try and figure it out myself.. what the hell.. it takes time to figure things out okie?? and when i finally sort out everything and was on a steady momentum after getting to know each other and started to open up to my other colleagues,it is goodbye to the company... which was pretty sudden..

most of my colleagues only know that i am leaving today.. haha.. and they all thought i was going to work till the end of august.. haha..hmm... anyway,i am so going to miss them.. i am going to miss working though i would not like to hear that cockroach (*note: i didnt use bitch,it is an insult to all female dogs) chatting on the phone... but then again,i always listen to my mp3 whenever she chats on the phone anyway.. haha.. since i cant stand the way she talks which was very "deh" dunnoe how to spell that.. then somemore she likes to act friendly with everyone.. if you are friendly to a person,you can sense her sincerity and friendliness.. but i dun sense it.. felt that she is like going to use me.. but then i guess noone likes her,even those from the outlets.. haha..

and i am going to miss janice.. miss playing basketball with her after work.. or go shopping together after work.. and perhaps even miss doing OT together when jeffrey scare me.. ya,i am going to miss being scared by alex,may and tina when they come and use the other computer on my table.. aint i a sadist who likes to be tortured?? haha..

so.. it is a bye bye to menel unless alex can get me a position in one of the outlet.. but then again,it is not very possible since he is such a busy man and somemore,i doubt he knew that today was my last day.. and byebye to everyone who works there..=) we will keep in touch ya?

anyway,since today is the last day,janice and i decided to go shopping!!! but we ended up just shopping at carrefour coz of my heels.. and funny,we took the sushis and was about to make payment when the cute cashier told us that sorry,there is no barcode and so cannt scan.. haha.. and i had to head back to the sushi stall to get the barcode since janice was the one paying in nets (she got stuff for her sentosa trip the next day) haha.. we are two super joker,he must have thought that we are damn stupid.. haha..

and i realised that i had a very short memory.. haha.. we were talking about the times when we are crazy together.. and i realised later on i was thinking about what happened yesterday.. when we were playing basketball.. i was acting abnormally actually coz i received the bad news that i was sacked! haha.. dun think it is considered sack ba.. a nicer term will be retrenched?!! haha.. nah.. should be my assignment has been completed.. though i didnt do much in that company.. lol.. and i dun give a damn about it..

like i said,i am more worried about the income.. i needed the money for my studies.. which is so damn bloody ex coz sterling pound is appreciating... hai~! i need cash!!! haha.. then i had this stupid thought (yes,now that i thought of it,it is really stupid..) of going to sell my body for money.. haha.. am i that desperate? yes,coz i think my dad is going to be retrenched soon.. and i think my bro is going to poly instead of jc.. i dunnoe.. but at the rate he is studying,i dun think he can go to a good jc.. perhaps will end up like me in tpjc.. or wad.. i dunnoe.. it depends on him ba.. he is smarter than me but he is more addicted to the computer than me when i was doing my O-level.. perhaps,it is time to talk to him ba.. haha.. hmmm.. perhaps,it is not time to worry yet..

other than that,there is the basketball team recruitment drive that is worrying though there are already 2 person who had emailed me to tell me that they are interested in becoming part of the team.. but it is likely that they will just appeared in one or two session and disappear.. that is what i am worried about.. and somemore i am also scared that not many people will join our club.. so we had to be very serious in this recruitment drive.. hai~ and one more problem is the accounts.. we dun have all the receipts and we didnt really collect enough funds for everybody to make up for the booking of courts.. and now i am in charge of that.. aint i in deep shit?? plus the attendance wasnt fully marked!! we stopped at start of february but the last time we marked was in novemeber!!! haha.. die la.. and i am still considered to be the secretary.. what kind of secretary is this????!!! haha..

and, one more thing.. our results are coming out soon.. hai~ scare i will fail the subjects ar.. or did badly for the subjects then will lose my 1st class honors le.. but.. it is not time to worry yet.. =) will worry when the time come..=)