my relative all said i had changed.. yesh,i did.. i was quieter.. much more.. and more than ever.. as if i cant speak anymore.. and if noone notice me,i would just be the one sitting at one corner lost..

what the hell had happened to me???

no idea.

and stop asking me.

sometimes i wish that i know what is bothering me and that i could just tell somebody.. but i realised that once i know what is bothering me,i dun feel like telling anybody about my problem.. coz my problem are my perceptions.. my sensitivity.. my paranoia..

and no one can ever help me to get out of it.. perhap i need a psychiatrist which is ironic.. coz all the while i have been interested in this subject.. and would like to be a psychologist.. and yet,i end up needing people's help..

i am suffering from personality disorder..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

well,i dunnoe how true the results are.. and i think it is hard to retake it anyway.. i guess i am sick in some ways ba.. preceptions wise.. concepts wise,i am wrong..

i am too negative and i think too much.. and thinking too much to the negative side.. perhaps that's why my life is made so miserable..

anyway,here's a riddle to cheer u up..

riddle of the day:全世界的猪都死了,猜五个字。[please encode to unicode-UTF8]
































*still thinking?? scroll down for answer

















































Ans : 直少还有你。
[haha.. a post april's fool joke??]

ps.this joke is from janice.. :P