went to huixin's birthday celebration today..before meeting the rest of the guys,we (lena,kaijing and me) went to watch shutters.. super duper scary even though i already know the storyline before watching the movie.. haha.. the horrifying face of the female ghost haunts me.. and guess how i watched the movie? half my eyes were covered.. i can only see the top half and not the bottom half (dun think dirty ar.. this is nto RA show..) so i couldnt see the subtitles.. but eh, when there are subtitles, i dun feel scared and hence i dun reallie cover myself with the jacket.. haha.. only when there are no subtitles,but with the eerie music,then it is scary..especially when there are flashes,that part is pretty scary...

actually wanted to write the story here.. but i was too frightened to rewrite the whole entire horror story,especially now i am alone at home and i had just visited the website of some ghostly scenes when i wanted to find out more about the movie.. just scared myself again.. help.... hai~ i am such a timid person.. haha.. anyway,the show was horrifying and i guess it had a side-effect on me.. no more going to watch scary movie to scare myself.. no no..

but actually,in most scary movies,in some way or another there is vengeance.. and why? because in some way or another their wishes are not fulfilled or they are betrayed by some one.. *hands trembling while typing this.. noone is at home and noone is online chatting with me.. shivers* anyway,so in this case,the main actor betrayed the girl.. she likes him very much and yet,he took pictures of her being raped by his other brothers.. but that was after they broke out coz the guy doesn't like her.. eh,but even if that is so,he shouldn't have done that.. hai~ being young and stupid is not an excuse to do so much harm to another person.. he ruined her life.. how could they??? hai~

to all rapists out there,what does it benefit you when u rape a girl and brings her to hell just for the fulfillment of your few minutes of lust?? i dun understand.. fun to have people running away and struggling to have sex meh?? then why not go to those who are willing and asked them to act unwilling and force yourself on them?? but you have to pay la.. rape no need to pay meh? you still have to pay a price.. perhaps even death.. but what good have you done to the poor innocent girl??so why bother thosse who are innocent and unwilling parties? i dun get it,i reallie dun.. it's against the law so why are you guys doing it??? pervertic or wad???

anyway,back to the story.. the ghost had forced all of them to commit suicide by jumping down,the way she died.. including the lead actor but... the lead actor couldnt die and the ghost sat on his shoulders even after her body is cremated.. hai~ then it was super scary when the ghost turned to face him when she was actually jane (the ger who is the main lead actor's girlfriend..) hai~~ very scary..

aint gonna scare myself more by writing... neither am i going to watch a second horror movie.. may this be the first and last.. wahaha..

then headed to bedok to meet the rest of the people (guirong, waiyue,kailin and huixin) while lena went home to change coz she thought going to east coast( our initial plan to go there and cycle..) and hence wear very very casual.. haha... and then we took bus 14 to suntec.. hehe.. then i think we were super noisy on the bus.. haha.. saying which guys are nice then wanna intro to who.. interrogating people etc.. wahaha.. luckily i wasn't very much being interrogated.. coz i was the one who intiated it..wahaha.. reached suntec.. was walking around aimlessly but then gradually we started to visit shops and get things for huixin.. saw one pretty nice jacket at fox.. think it is quite nice.. yesh,the one that guirong wanted to get for huixin initially.. quite nice.. like it now.. perhaps i should go get it..wahaha.. then also went to carrefour to walk about.. haha..

after that we headed to sakae sushi to eat.. wahaha... yummy.. then we continued our crap again.. wahaha.. and this time,it came to me.. :( haha.. wad say me and jac very pei coz we are both as cold.. wahaha.. eh,ok loh.. i nothing to say.. i am not his type.. and i dun think he is my type.. wahaha.. then while drinking the green tea,i saw a hair in it.. it scares me coz i was reminded of shutters (again!!!) coz there is a scene whereby there is hair in the sink and then slowly... a head came out and there,the ghost appears.. scary rite?? haha.. but i guess it is my hair that falls in,so i am actually scaring myself.. wahaha.. anyway, had a great time,fun time gathering with friends.. woohoo~~ hehe..

then we went to find huixin's present again.. while heading towards esplanade there to go to bakerz in for dessert.. wahaha.. we reallie eat all the way.. wahaha.. just like on waiyue's birthday.. eat walk eat walk.. haha.. anyway,got huixin a cardigan while all of them except me got a U2 t-shirt which was well sleeveless and i dun think i like it very much.. very seldom wear sleeveless.. anyway, was pretty annoyed somehow.. shall not say out.. hai~ guess i can only keep to myself.. nono,dun ask me coz i am not going to say.. the desserts was nice.. i was busy sms-ing to enjoy the food there.. haha.. and i tot we ordered 3 types of cakes,we only ordered 2.. but i think quite nice and the service like not bad.. hehe.. and the waiter is pretty cute.. wahaha.. then went home.. quite a surprising day as we didn't take much pictures.. haha.. a rare event especially when we had around 2-3 cameras.. haha.. hmm,weird huh? guess the shutter effect is still there.. wahaha..

pretty frustrated by the class outing thing.. i guess next time there will be no class outing.. since the response not good, the organisers are tired of organising.. so be it,our last gathering.. no more class gathering.. no more.. i am sick and tired of asking people and getting responses like not confirm,see first, who is going etc.. i noe i am being unreasonable,insensitive,erm whatever you guys say.. but reallie i am pretty irritated and farked up when i get such responses.. who is going? i reallie not sure and as i said,most people are not confirmed so how am i to say who is going?? and if i do say that that person is going,what if she/he last minute back up? then how do i explain??

i am tired..

very tired..

dun ask me why,you guys should know the reason...