my earphone spoilt le.. apparently, i was too violent to make it spoil.. sob sob.. but still can listen la.. just one side (the left side) no sound.. wahaha.. can imagine how bad it is.. it is less than a year old leh.. and now i am seeking for new earphone.. any to intro?? haha.. if got just leave a msg in my chatterbox or sms me.. wahaha.. i need it.. a lot.. help me... wahaha

lame again.
had been super duper lame today.. guess what we did.. haha.. cant imagine rite? i smsed almost throughout my statistics class (oh man, it is so different from the statistics we learnt in JC..though there are bits and pieces here and there)to talk to janice and xiaojia (who are in the boring accounting and finance class,almost dozing off to sleep.. wonder how i survive when i am in that class alone next year??) about a guy.. haha.. funny hor? he actually came to my class one.. i think he had the same stats class as me, but my class full le.. so he left (think he wanted to crash my class..haha..) then xiaojia invented tales saying that he went to crash her class and was sitting beside her and even self-intro himself to her.. wahaha.. then she said that my reaction not big,not fun to tease one.. haha... then during break i said to her wah, xiaojia,when you tell me you sit with him, i dun wanna reply you one leh..(coz angry mah.. she sit beside him leh..) haha.. then like very bad if dun replie so i replie her sms loh,but all replies are very short.. coz i jealous.. wahaha.. then xiaojia said i am like the yiling in ren wo ao you.. haha.. perhaps due to some common characteristics, that i tried to defend her in my previous entry.. (apparently,i failed badly in defending her and myself...wahaha.. )and all of us had a great laugh about it.. haha.. suddenly spotted so many shuai ge in SIM.. haha.. just cant help staring at them more.. wahaha.. i think i sound like a female color wolf.. haha.. guys, beware.. hehe..

ren wo ao you part II.
haha.. ok,got some people rebutted me about that yiling's incident,about how vicious she was, and i pushed all the blame to the guys.. haha.. actually, this is only an example.. relax guys.. haha.. it is my point of view on tuesday.. (that day,jiajun is still wishy-washy about his feelings to her..) now she is too bad already, i am not going to help her anymore,aint gonna defend her coz she is not me now..wahaha.. she is too OVER already,unlike me.. even made use of jiajun's mum to get things to her advantage.. anyway, what i said on tuesday is supposed to serve as a warning that people are very capable of misunderstanding and most importantly, they wanted to believe in what they want to believe in and not the truth that is just right in front of them.. i dunnoe why,but i am sure alot of people at times will be in a state whereby they refused to believe that the fact is right in front of you and would continue to live in denial right?? ok,at least i had experienced that before.. it is hell i tell you.. best to avoid it coz when you wake up from your nightmare,there are tonnes to handle.. so... better try to accept the fact and just let time heals all wounds..but i have no guarantee that time will heal it all... there may be a scar.. but it serves as a reminder that you had accepted the fact and are brave to face it.. again this is my point of view.. argue with me if you disagreed or what loh.. haha.. leave note in my chatterbox.. :P

most guys are only attracted to pretty girls..
this is my nick on msn..that caused a lot of my male friends to argue with me.. haha i think i am right ok?? most of the guys are.. admit it, guys.. bleah.. haha.. would you rather choose xu chun mei or fiona xie?? assumption: given the condition that they both had the same height,weight,figure,characteristics and voice etc.. haha.. only the looks on the face different.. who would you prefer??the one with exaggerating make-up and yet doen't look pretty at all?? (oh no,i am like talking about myself...sobsob...) or pretty girl fiona xie who looks great in make-up/no make-up?? of course most will choose the latter.. no.. i am sure almost all will choose the latter.. and that is given the assumption that they are the same throughout.. this is a test,a hypothesis.. (*note: sorrie i am in a economics-cum-banking-cum-statistics mode hence all the assumptions and test..) wahaha.. too much studies lead to the crazy me now.. haha.. anyway, back to the topic.. i am not trying to say that i know guys very well.. but there is a reason for what i said right?? haha..

Qns: why would any guy wants to be friend with janice and not me and not sinlay when we are together with her?? and even wanted to get her handphone number?? (*important note: dun let lionel find out...)
Ans: she is pretty.. isn't that obvious??

haha.. see guys are interested only in pretty girls.. eh, so do girls la.. we only look at cute guys.. hehe.. but that doesnt mean we are only interested in them.. but looks does matter la.. of course, with the looks then people will start to take notice and then tried to find out more about the girls' characters, that's why they said characters matter too.. ok, i am not getting my point here.. the point is, first impression is very important.. if you are pretty, good for you,you have an advantage.. if you are not pretty, have more confidence in yourself.. but if you are not pretty and have no confidence in yourself just like me,haha.. i have nothing to say, coz i also dunnoe the way to curb it.. wait till i find a way to solve the problem then i tell you guys ok?? wahaha.. think you all gotta wait pretty long.. haha.. but i think only i have that problem,so who the heck am i talking to??

my negative thoughts are taking over me.. and soon i will be so paranoid that every guy who likes me have an ulterior motive.. haha.. hope that day doesn't come.. wahaha... if not.. haha, i think i will go bonkers.. wahaha... but as if any guys will be interested in the plain old me.. wahaha..