wanted to write something.. but i dunnoe what to write.. *yeah sure, dunno how to write but will still end up writing a lot one..so please be prepared* pretty excited about the bball training tml and yet worried for my test before the training.. mixed feeling and now that i am in the committee with janice;it is not going to be easy to quit basketball as and when you like.. wahaha.. sian.. anyway,i hope i will enjoy it..(i mean the training..anyway also no coach..haha..can be super slack..;P) but hai~ training sure very tough one and because of this training,i miss a fish and co dinner... *luckily not treat* aRGh... i wanna go fish and co.. though i am pretty broke.. hmm,i think there is bound to be another fish and co meal soon.. wahaha..

you'll never get what you want in life.
overheard this in a conversation of two sec sch girls.. haha..i am evasdropping.. how true is it? very true i supposed.. life is never smooth-sailing (if not it will be very boring wor) and many things that we want in life are sometimes inachievable.. (or issit unachievable?) you may very much want that someone to be with you but very often, it is either the person isnt willing to be with you,or fate made it that he was already with someone else.. (for your information,i am talking from experience..wahaha) and some other fundamental things, eg. results.. we wanted to get triple A (ok,that is too ambitous) and in the end, we got something worse.. and perhaps what we aim to be is usually different from what our future would be.. true? very true.. (again speaking from experience.. wahaha..)

i wonder.
hai~ isn't life always the same? ever wondered if things are predestined? or we can change fate? if so, how do we change our fate? are the choices we had in life opportunities for us to make use of or tests to grill us? does curiosity reallie kill the cat? how? i thought curiosity only kill our brain cells? and when we meet each other is it predestined? or is it just coincidence that you pass by my life? planned? or not planned? my life now? is it alreay planned zillions of years ago? or every step i made now is a small step to my tomorrow? (meaning i mould my future) so many questions so little answers... lost...

do you realise that very often, you tend to think more when you are alone? eg.in the toilet bathing? eg. on the bus alone? eg. in front of the monitor typing your blog?? i do.. and i wonder why? haha.. how come that when i am in the toilet i can think but once i am out of it,i forgot what i had just thought of.. short term memory like dory huh? haha.. hai~~

timetable.
printing out my time table now..sian no holidays...aRGh..haha.. oh printed crooke.. sian.. haha.. nvm la..it is only a timetable..*comforting myself* and guess what? lucky me had lessons on sunday..wonder if the school is open.. 9-12.. hai~ gotta wake up damn early.. wonder if my dad can send me to school or not leh.. can then good.. no need to wake up that early.. hehe.. but surely my dad wont be that nice one la.. expected..

yeah so happy.. later at 9, ren wo ao you (channel 8) got toro.. wahaha.. i am so in love,so in love with you..woohoo~~ toro very shuai~~and so are yan qing shu and that qi yu wu.. oh man,i am falling deep deep into the river of love.. save me... okok, dun fool around le.. i am now saved by maths lecture notes *oh man can you believe it?* and off to study maths.. wish me luck.. tata~~

ps.i noe the color combi clash..do bear with it k?haha..i am color combi blind.. :P