Sian.
was super duper sian when doin the nationalism essay,so came online to blog..was thinking of blogging but had been doing nothing lately..perhaps slacking??yupyup,must be..and all my friends around me are busy studying for their exams and stuff...poor thing..and even though my mouth kept saying that i gotta do this and gotta do that,i never did..so bad..but to console myself,at least i did part of the essay already..but i am stuck..gotta go find more books to do research..hai~~

Miss school.
can u believe it??i actually wished that i was in school everyday siah..i am like so super duper slack...and hai~~!!guess i should go and find more tuition jobs to help support my family as well as myself..i think my dad is losing his job..perhaps i shouls spend less also..hai~~no more cartel and those expensive restaurants and perhaps,ktv sessions..no need to waste money then...more tuition lobangs,please come..though i noe it is not easy teaching a skill or a subject..wadeva..i felt like a cheater..hehe..but anyway,u pay peanuts,u get peanuts..if they dun prefer experienced and expensive tutors..oh well..anyway,i am glad that they even employed me as a tutor..

Work.
i need to work..i wanna work and get exposed to the polluted air outside..i wanna get dirty..i am mad i guess..perhaps by working in the outside world i will learn...learn how to backstab,how to be a hypocrite..and mayb learn how to be a real true bitch..perhaps by then,i will be able to attract some attention....

oh man,i am such an attention seeker....perhaps that's the reason i blog..;p