move house.
tok to diana on msn.. she is goin to buy furniture for her new home... envious.. and er ge had also moved house.. to where huh? i also dunnoe.. *eyes turn green with envy* i have never moved before and i have been as old as my house is if not younger or probably slightly older.. (oh man.. i felt so so so OLD... nvm,i got lena.. haha.. ;P) the only time i knew i moved was from my grandparents' house to my house now.. is it considered? nah.. i dun think so.. i guess we just stayed there for a while as my mum is trying to erm, what's that word? er, recuperate?? haha.. yeah, i injured her too much when i came out from her womb and now she is thin and all her fats had came to me.... me... no wonder i am so chubby since young.. haha.. wonder if that is a good thing???

doraemon.
thinking further, is chubby a good thing?? nope,i am pretty sure it is not a good thing.. look like doraemon so you think good thing? hai~~ that's what weitowe said when he saw my primary school pictures.. diao rite?? hai~~ anyway,i am doraemon so what? it is cute ok? and can perform a lot of magic.. and yesh,for your information jacky wu is my dad.. haha... i follow the surname of my mum.. nah,i am just crapping.. :P haha... why jacky wu u might wonder.. btw,jacky wu is wu zhong xian, the host for wo chai wo chai wo chai chai chai as well as shi zi ru kou and also the tian cai go go go.. why him? haha.. coz he has a BIG head (wahaha)and is often compared to doraemon.. haha.. not my fault.. not i say one..=X

Complain.
i had something to complain and yesh, waiyue,this is my blog and i can complain as much as i want.. poor blog.. but isn't a blog meant for us to vent our anger on (*warning*:this ger is violent..) and convey our messages to people around us? and also to tell and keep a record of our lives.. anyway,i wanted to complain... yesh...i am the complain queen *crowned myself as complain queen* hmm,what's there to be proud of to be the complain queen??? anyway, waiyue,i am sorrie you can't stop me from complaining.. :P

who? who do i want to complain?? me, yesh me... i wanna complain about myself.. i am a sucky friend.. and reallie one that sucks to the core.. my friends are in trouble and all i could do is to let them sink sink sink deeper into their troubles.. and i felt so useless.. (ok, i noe i am,dun have to rub it in rite?) some i dun even noe they are facing problems... some, i dun even dare to pull them out of their troubles.. coz i dunnoe how to... remember i cant swim?? and yeah,i cant cycle too.. (how to catch up with my friends??) *a bish* everthing also dunnoe.. what great friend i have been.. (mind you,it is in a sarcastic tone) i am deteriorating.. i am no longer a good friend who is forever so kind and helpful (was i ever??i supposed..) i am no longer me.. i am losing myself and soon, one day, you will see a walking corpse named Jocelin walking around.. a Jocelin who eats, sleep and study (nah,i dun even study..i slack) for no reason.. no aims.. no future...

naive thoughts.
used to think about having friends in life is the best thing i had in life.. my main aims of life is to have good friends and being able to bless them or what...but i am no longer who i am and people like me are greedy... i wanted more than just friends.. i wanted something more unique.. something that is just between the two of us.. something that is private.. i knew i would never get it.. you would never give me that fantasy.. i am greedy, i knew it and i could have lead a pretty good life in SIM.. so why the hell am i making myself so miserable over this?? competitive?? i guess so.. had this stupid mentality of competing and comparing over this sort of thing.. stupid me.. ain't i competitive? nah,i am never competitive... i am just jealous of what others have and what i dun.. i am a girl and it is normal for girls to get jealous?? i dunnoe but i am pretty sure a guy won't like a girl who is always jealous.. i dunnoe how jealous i could get..

i am sick.
hearing people talking about their bf (diana,i am NOT talking about u..i dun mind you chattering about hj coz i noe him) make me sick.. the worst thing is that i dun even noe if they are speaking the truth or not.. never even seen their bf pic before.. haha.. and do they ever think of my feelings? do they even care at all?? how sad i am without a person of my life and yet kept rubbing in how sweet this guy did to her, how bad this guy is to her friend? and the most irritating thing was that they kept asking me why i dun have a bf?? and excuse me, how the hell do i noe? you think i god ar?? i am damn so bloody f*cked up and turned off by what they said.. bloody hell (sorry waiyue i am stealing your lines again.. :P ) i dun mind you guys telling me how sweet you two are together, but do you mind not rubbing in the fact that i am single?? (yesh,it is a fact but please stop rubbing salt into my wound! )

to diana dearest.
i am sorry about what i had said to you online msn just now in the afternoon..i am just angry with someone (in fact i am not reallie close to her) who msn me to talk about her bf.. i mean wtf, u noe i am doing essay and yet u still pester me with the msn chat?? and about ur dear bf?? wth man.. go get a life, ok i noe, i dun have one.. so stop bugging me and go enjoy your life with ur dear bf... get out of my life... wahaha.. i am evil.. i am going to block her and dun let her see me online.. hehe.. how evil can a woman get?? :P oh yah,back to diana..diana my dearest diana (oh man,this is getting disgusting... but anyway..) you can still pester me..haha..about him and your problems.. i mean it is better to have a listening ear than a computer rite?? you might think more negatively (like what i have done now) when u write.. haha.. so do call me if you need someone to be there for you.. you noe the hotline.. and to all my friends.. u can also call the hotline la.. haha.. more than welcome to call me... :) haha... just pray hard that i am not moody...no la,i wont be.. how dare i be moody when you guys call???

so diana, when i face problem with my future bf, (if i do have a bf in the future), i for sure will bug you one.. haha,so come bug me now.. :P