still feeling pretty bad about him and her..i am still upset though she told me a million times it is not my fault and it would happened even without me..just feel uncomfortable..couldn't reallie slept well last nite..guess i cried myself to sleep..i knew how much she likes him..how much she wants to treasure him and yet i almost ruined the whole thing for her..my very good friend..ain't i a bitch??sian...

how evil am i????



i guess i am evil..haha..even the quiz said so..by the way got it from may's webbie..hehe..she always have this sort of quizzes and stuff to do..and i enjoyed doin it also..haha..getting to noe about more of our true self..and also about things we never would knew..

then i was fooled...what the hell??i was so sad and miserable over them and yet,she fool me..well done..now better dun trust anyone le.."i was just trying to scare you just now"==>she doesn't noe how much it hurts me sia..haha..wasted my tears on them sia..and then somemore i dry eyes one loh..still cry sure cannot wear contacts lenses le lah..:( so it's none of my business now..haha..not my fault..no more guilt..should be able to sleep in peace tonight...:)