Tuesday, August 03, 2004

my last day of work..haha...it was chaotic i would said...my class went mad..haha..anyway,yah,i dun give a damn la...i dun care le..they enjoy as much as i do,i hope..and i reallie hope that they completed their work...i was back to my normal for yesterday..without much shouting and yelling..without any naggings..haha..yeah~~i am back to me..and not ms joceline(they spelled my name wrongly on my pass and so that became my name..) yeah~~i am back to jocelin...haha..i am so happy~~woohoo~~

back to studying from tomorrow onwards..guess i won't be online that often then..hmm..i gotta go school alone..and back alone too...:( sian..but i will be meeting xiaojia for lunch..hurray...it's been a long time since i last met her..anyway,i heard that the canteen food was good..haha..and i was sort of looking forward to it..but not the making friends part..i have always been rather passive..unless that person is a friend of my friend..haha..

joseph offered to send me to school coz he often drove past ngee ann there which is near my school loh..haha...but i think all our time table doesn't fit..hmm...never mind la,er ge..haha...i very much looking forward to goin to zpop...woohoo~~haha...yeah~~got energy,fir,nan quan ma ma,angela,yi da,stell,ah bao and brandy,zhang zhi cheng,victor cheng(kelly's brother) da di,linda,pu shu and sun ho(dun like her but nvm) woh~~haha...reallie goin to be high there sia..but scare cannot see...not very tall you see..haha..

hmm,anyway,tomorrow school reopen le..won't be coming online that often..unless it is school work...but i think i would rather do offline ba..haha..alot of distractions online,u see..chatting...msn,icq,and blogger..hehe..i am addicted to it..and i have been changing the skin for my friends...(tms friends) and i am proud of my masterpiece though there are some of which i would like to put up on my blog..but nvm..keke..oh yah saying this i got to thank hj..haha..he helped me to solve some of the error problem...but hai~~there is more prob to solve..i dunnoe why..haha..and diana's blog also seems to have the error sign..wonder why...anyway,it should be functioning quite ok ba,diana??hehe..u gotta use notepad to type instead of microsoft word le wor..if not all the open close inverted commas and astrprohe will come out weird weird...

was reading hj's bloggie..haha..finally forced him to give me...haha...hmm...his blog makes me think alot..more about people..what he said was true in some sense...people aren't what they said to be..i admit..i do that at times..haha..a liar..and that's me..keke..i am born to lie..:P but or rather there are times when we deceived ourselves to be the way we wanna be and hence told what people what we reallie wanna be instead of our own true self..and there are also times when we are lost and have no idea who we totally are,what we said is our unconfirmed answer of what we are and who we are hence we tend to said out what is untrue of us...alot of reasons why..perhaps they are just excuses...but i think it is within every one of us...we are bound to be lost at times and it is only a matter of time that we finally found ourselves..and be the real us..haha..that is my feeling after reading your 1st entry la,hj..not sure if you agree..but anyway that is just my viewpoint..a bit contradicting..but that is it..haha

hmm..i think he has a meaninful bloggie..furthermore he do his own outlook leh..cool..haha..but incomplete..anyway,it is still cool la..good job,hj..haha..

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