hApPiE nAtIoNaL dAY..hApPy 39tH bIrThdAy tO sIngApOrE..woohoo~~mAy yOu cOntInuE tO prOspEr..yeah~~

haha..today is Singapore 39th birthday..hmm,watched cyndi's making of her 2nd album and jolin's sort of concert for the lastest album (hai dao that album) i think her lastest 2 albums are the best..haha..perhaps it is because got the new element which is rather hot in the recent years..i dunnoe..but just like it..like jay's music also..although must admit la..sometimes dunnoe what he is singing,but just find it soothing and also appealing to my ears and so rather enjoyed it la..haha..anyway,yah..also spent some of my time chatting with waiyue..and arguing about women's independence of which she wrote on her bloggie..haha...u think women is considered independent now??i still have the stupid mentality that no matter what happened,women and men are interconnected..some way or another..haha..stupid rite?whatever la..this is my blog i said what i wanted to say..haha..:P

went to watch fireworks yesterday at marina there,somewhere near esplanade..haha..cool..nice...i wanted to watch again...perhaps next sunday...the last one..so far,only like me,yeeling,kaijing(?),kailin,lena(?) and joseph interested..haha..diana?huixin?guirong??interested??15th august???anyone interested???msg me..haha..hehe...well,i was meddling with lena's new bought camera while the fireworks started..haha..dunnoe la..but we 3 are like dian deng pao among them(diana and hj,siew hui and ziyang..) and there's this weird feeling according to lena,not very sure about huixin though..i dun care and i think i dun bother to care..i think i have changed alot..to more heck-care..i dunnoe why the change but i am no longer as concerned about the feelings about my friends and stuff..more insensitive to that,but more sensitive to my own feelings..and i reallie reallie dun wanna be the way i am now..i hate it..it sux..wadeva..i gotta change..but how??????let nature takes its own course ba..

life isn't fair..from the day we are born,nothing is fair..we can't choose our family background,our race,our sex,our features (it is interconnected with the genes of our parents)...after that in life,some are more pretty,some arent as pretty,some are slim,some are more chubby,some are smart,others are just average..i mean we dun get to choose rite??fair??life fair meh??some people attracts more attention than others,some are more favoured by bosses and teachers..some are more fortunate (like me) and yet dun appreciate,others are less fortunate..what is fairness??what is just??how do judges know whether it is fair to sentence one to death or canning or jail??what is fairness??what is justice???who can judge?and why is the person allowed to judge often a male????fair??speaking of fairness...the law made it to male being more vulnerable to being sentenced..coz of the protection of women..fair??to them??i dunnoe la..haha..nuthing is fair in this world..at least in my viewpoint..

anyway,back to watching of the fireworks..nice..very nice..love it...haha..yeah~~goin to watch it again this comin sunday..yeah~~looking forward to it sia..haha...hmm,then it was great la..it would have been better if we are allowed to go into the concert area to watch 5566,r&b,toro,yan xing shu and cyndi..that will be the best sia..but things are always not as we have wanted it to be and so..we are not allowed to go in and watch..hence we go and buy some snowy ice,it is rather popular in taiwan..very soft ice-cream with different favour..and my favourite is snowywhite with chocolate..haha..i LOVE CHOCOLATE..haha..and all my pimples coming out because it was too heaty le..and i got LOADS of CHOCOLATES at home..haha..then we went to sit down and chat la..can see the different grp of people..very obvious..but anyway,they left early for fear that there is no bus for their bf who are sending them home..haha..and we continue to sit lo..haha..and listen to the songs toro sang and cyndi sang..very loud..haha..we then went home la..haha..

yeah~~national day..haha..went to weiqin's house..hehe..no kids..i was cheated..he was not at home until around 6+..when the national day parade is about to start..haha..and so we watched lo..i guess we have different interest in watchin stuff..haha..i wanted to watch the performance and they wanted to watch the marching which i found it so boring...haha...anyway,after the national day concert,we went to the room and chatted..about his school ngee ann poly and stuff la..haha..and also thought me how to play pool..i sux at it sia..haha..hmm,learn quite a great deal on physics..collisions and placing and stuff la..but still i only get a bit of wad he said..haha..anyway,i think this sort of thing gotta train one ba..haha..

yeah..and that marks the end of my national day..haha...anyway,it is kinda boring at first but chatting with weiqin was great..he is only 1 year younger than me and yet he know so much more than me..i was naive i guess..not reallie exposed to things as yet..was much too sheltered and i hope to remain the same..anyway,i hate changes and yet in life,changes are inevitable..hence we gotta make adaption to it..

tired...wanna sleep..got this message from an unknown..haha.."hey did u go to the pageant thing on sat?" guess who is it from???haha...i dunnoe the person also...:P gonna find out soon...tml..