yeah~~counting down 4 more days..and tomorrow is my farewell dinner by the staff..yippie..haha..didn't noe that they actually ask me out for dinner..keke..until like today when i asked mdm maz what is the occassion for tml's dinner...but i think mdm heng can not make it..it seems that she has to attend some lessons.... :( hai..anyway,hope tml won't be so awkward...as it should be one of the 1st time we had such a dinner..haha..and with me..so should be quite weird i suppose..haha..but anyway,that is tml..

today got a present from mdm maz..haha..a vase..quite nice lah..but i no flowers to put...*hint hint* haha..no boyfriend is like that one la..and somemore all(ok,most) of my friends thought i am attached..to who i wonder..sian..haha....very sian sia...working...

my last week of work is no better than any other week,the class is as noisy,the children aren't doing their work,they just wanna play..can't they see that it is the almost the end of july and they only have less than a month to prepare for their CA??and the pri 6s,isn't their psle coming ard october??and they still have the mood to play??!!i mean please loh,they are not all very good in their studies,their parents expect much of us and yet they refused to do their work,wad can i do?go down on my knees and beg them to study?to the hell with them...what am i to them anyway?what do they treat me as?friend?nah,teacher??no respect for a teacher like me just because i am only a few years older than them...sisters??me sister to them?also no respect for me..so wad the hell man?

i dun care..i am quiting in four days time anyway,call me irresponsible..wadeva...i dun care i dun give a damn...i already talked to them nicely,they won't listen...i can't resort to beating or wad..do as they deem fit..it is none of my business..i am washing my hands of this...all i have to do is to complete my job,mark all unmarked books and say sayonara to them and then wish the next person taking over my class good luck..dun care wad they do..just no fighting,they complete their school work,i dun give a damn about what they do...

haha...one of the student read my testimonial written by secondary school teachers..haha..i have changed from a sweet tempered girl into a hot tempered girl who will always scold them..haha..i told them that it was them who changed me...them who made me angry...them who make me shout in class...them who don't listen to me when i tried to be nice to them..so it is themwho made me the way i am now...a bad-tempered person...well done..anyway,i think i  will only be like that to them?i dunnoe..maybe can try the TFSC children see if i will treat them the same way..i dun think so..sometimes it is the people who makes you change..i guess...and perhaps job requirement..i won't be that fierce to them if i am a volunteer there..guess it makes the difference...haha....

wadeva..i am lookin forward to studying..it has been ard 10 months since i attend lectures and tutorials..now in private universities everything had to be done independently and a lot of e-learning to be done..much of the stuff (especially statistics and maths) are wad we had studied before..at least for the basic...how would it be like in sim??studying banking and finance??wad sort of people am i goin to meet??who will be my friends?who will be my foes??(hope there are none) and who will be my best mates???i wonder...and this makes me excited...school start...quick...haha.....