was rather down today..had the mentality that i am not fit to be a PO there in the centre..that was what a student told me yesterday..i am not sure whether he meant it or what..but i was rather hurt..and i think he hates me for telling it to the supervisor..

i am childlike,the supervisor said..i behaved like a child,like one of them(the students)..in fact some of them are more mature than me..i believed that..and i think i am too protected in my family..and they are too exposed to certain things which are cruel in life..like single parents,quarrelling parents at home,etc..

just like one of my friends..i think she changed already but all of it is to be blamed on the environment..i guess people have to change to fit in the environment..i suppose..that's how we start to learn to use computer,instead of the old type-writer,right?i mean with the change in environment(in this case,technology),people adapted to the changes..and hence i guess it is normal for people to have changed..i mean everyone change to progress right?who doesn't?but i think personally,what she face is too much for her..and hopefully,no definitely, she is reallie coping well(she dun reallie talk much about it) as i believed that she is strong girl..=)

funny that the students who are not having any troubles at home are the one creating troubles for me..i dunnoe..guess they have the lack of attention at home i suppose,hence they wanted my attention..haha..maybe that why..

wanted to quit all the more(quite irresponsible though)..most of my friends are not working already..at least i got the cruise to look forward to..mayb that will cheer me up a little..mayb mayb..