hai~last minute dinner cancelled because ms olivia was sick..will be postponed to tml..and mdm maz can't join us..why  not thur??when everyone is free??i dunnoe but i also dun dare to suggest..ms olivia shd be the one in charge..not me..it is for me though..haha..but not i in charge,better dun say any comments or wad...political stuff la..sian...

3 more days and i am off duty..starting school soon..xiaojia messaged me..she can't have the same timetable as we applied late and it depends on vacancy..hopefully,we will get the same timetable..*pray hard* seems like my praying doesn't work..but wadeva..if cannot i think i either end up a loner or with a group of huge friends..haha...that's me...most of my time should be spent in the library...even though lessons haven't started,i have a feeling,very bad feeling that all my examinations are very gp-styled and economics-styled..haha..and i do worse in those areas...damn it..and i choose this of all courses...especially introduction to  international relations...dun reallie understand the notes i read..the guides etc..most familiar with maths1 and statistics 1..but they are just half units each..dunnoe lah..doesn't matter what i think..haha...haven't started on economics yet...wanted to revise all my jc work before going over them..should be quite similiar ba..at least the foundation??haha..hope so..and hope all my tutors are better tutors who will not be very slack or wad..haha...friendly tutors..approachable..and super helpful..haha..

cruel life coming soon...in feb i will be having my prelims...in may i will be having my finals..and that will decide whether i have to retake the course the units..hope i pass all,at least with 65 and above...haha..then at least can secure like 2nd class degree...it is something like if u get 70 for 5 units and 65 for 2..u secure a 1st class degree...i am aiming to achieve that..it is tough i noe,especially for a person like me,who dun do well in essays and stuff...no waiyue to help me..i am so very dead...

hopefully can find some kind soul to help me with it..but it seems so hard especially in this competitive world...sian...when will my kind soul appear???