read my past entries..didn't realise how sad i was in my blog..guess the sadness had become a part of me...until today my friends showered their words of concern to me and started makin me feel guilty that they are worried for me..didn't noe so many read my blog..hahaz..i think too much i guess..worry too much..think too much..should stop myself from thinking..STOP THINKING!

anyway,had a fun time trying to watch the trainee snipping off my hair carefully..haha..funny..anyway,the outcome wasn't exactly what i wanted..i expected something shorter..but anyway,i am quite satisfied..can tie..means i can grow long hair..yipee..haha..longed to grow long hair but my hair takes a long time to grow..haiz..anyway,just want to have a new look..wanted fringe now..look more girl girl..haha..only a bit lah..i am still a tom-boy..=P

yeah,had a great time at the bbQ..though it took a long time to start the fire..but yeah~~had a nice chat with the girls and norman they all..haha..yeah~~with norman..haha..shocked???we talked about the time we went queuing up for artistes autograph..our future courses etc..and tuition job,part-time jobs etc..haha..then alvin asked us to go and eat..interrupt our conversation..hmph..haha..

then joanna came with her digital camera..haha..and we took pics..actually,jac didn't wanna take one..but then wenning pulled her along..haha..and yeah~~we took a girl pics..hehe..but that's before eileen came..and thus a missing eileen..:(

also talked to jac..she wanted to go canada to further her studies..sounds cooL issit?goin to work for a couple of years before goin though..hahaz..i won't be that brave to go to a foreign country to study..a new country,gotta adapt to many things..looking for jobs,etc..haha..then also talked to wenning..very long never see her le..she removed her braces..haha..and she reads my blog..haha..just knew it today..coz she nvr leave notes..but anyway,thanks for reading..at least they(winnie, sally, kailian, eileen, wenning, joanna, simin and deb) tried to make an effort to know what i am doin and i am so touched by the action..=)

then while waiting for the fire to start,weitowe told us some ghost stories in the camp..haha..funny lohz..haha..and scary as well,imagine those things flying about when you are on guard duty alone,without any lights,just a small torchlight..imagine is scary enough..much more facing it..

after that eileen came and chatted a little with her..was supposed to get her the handbag..but i forgot what color she liked and which type..haiz~~i should just got it and exchange if it is not the one she wanted..regretted it..now i dunnoe wad to get for her and she won't tell me if she prefers winnie or tigger..i think is tigger..haha..i dunnoe..i noe joanna likes piglet..wanna get her anklet..but think all the designs are not nice lehz..i dunnoe wad to get for her..haha..so frustrating and i am almost 3 weeks dued..=P

didn't talk to him..like always..anyway,it's been always like this..i am used to it..we dun talk during outing or in class..and i dunnoe why..haiz~~!guess some people can only remained as sms-pals and nothing more..unique friends huh?dun ask me hu?but guess most of u noe..but anyway,wad the heck?wad am i to him?friends?classmates or wad?acquaintance?so confused..and he hasn't given me an answer yet..

suddenly remembered this song and started hummin it..dunnoe why..just came to my mind..

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
But it ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
And i was changed
*Chorus*
In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that i realized that forever was in your eyes
The moment i saw you cry
It was late last september
And i've seen you before
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
*Chorus*
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon

yeah~~special thanks to all those who turned up..reallie brighten my night despite not talking much..haha..sorrie if i offended any of you along the way..and take care till we next meet..tata~~!