lookin forward to a new haircut before going to lionel's house..haha..anyway,i am also lookin forward to seeing some of my long-time-no-see friends..boy,i miss them a lot sia..haiz..but anyway,i wasn't reallie close to them in school anyway,but aiyah..watever..

i miss life in school where i could be so carefree..making fun of each other,tellin secrets etc..but life now for me is just me and me alone..noone along with me literally..i am alone..lonely..hai~~!all i can do is to meet some of my friends ocassionally..when time allows..all of us are busy at work..and mum doesn't allow me out often nowadays..spent too much..later no money for my uni..restrictions..

haiz~!doubt i have much life left within me..i felt so tired..i couldn't sleep early anymore..and the worst thing is that i wake up earlier than i expected..i hate it..no matter what i do,i just felt disgust within me..hate the stupid bloody feeling..

hopin that the new hair-cut will make me look more refresh and the bbQ will cheer me up..hopefully..