right now listening to: dao dai(rewind) by jolin chai..it's the last song in her album and i loved it loads..about the rewinding of some memories of which the boy didn't tresure the girl..but when they were about to break up,the guy refused to let it go,sound abit like me..i think i am not the kind of person who can take thing up and just let it go,just like that..i am not as carefree and heck-care as before..i think i have changed..not a huge difference but still changed..

think stein's ok with me already..not angry anymore,i suppose..like what joanna said,children dun bear grudges..but we still didn't walk to the bus-stop near his home together today..think we had enough of misunderstandings..reallie alot of misinterpretion that i like/favour him etc..and yesh,i admit it..i tend to side him at times..even though i could just sit on the fence..okok,it's my fault..all my fault..

haiz..can't seem to get things right nowadays..i am very stressed..reallie in fact i think i am about to break down..but at least there is a job to keep my mind occupied..and i can't concentrate for long even when watching tv..i think i am very much addicted to the computer..perhaps due to the not-so-new blog..hehez..i am very satisified with my blog right now..except that the comments are once again creating problems for me and hence i deleted it..but anyway,i was happy to have found an artificial star as my background when i couldn't reallie find any in my own world..love it sia..ain't gonna change it..hehez..

got a message from him at around 22.30:
him:are you still working?
me: ya,y?
him:nothing la,just striking up a conversation..
me: hmm,i am in quite an unstable state now..but anyway,thanks for msging..need the
distraction..haha
him:unstable?how come?
me: it's my fault actually,i worried too much..too stressed..must think of games for the children..and i haven't got any letter yet..
him:hey dun worry too much..if u are desperate for something,e thing will nvr come..Just get on with life n there will be surprises..
me: quite a sound advice..but i juz can't help feeling worried..i try,okiez?
him:haha..dun think too much..i slp alr..gd night!give you more advice when i see you next time..
me: hahaz..okok..nitez..

can't say that i was excited to receive his msg..but just purely surprised and a little
happy?hahaz..it's just a around 25 cents he had spent and yet,it reallie brighten up my
night..hahaz..so guys go ahead strike up a conversation whom you have not meet for quite some time and it could really brighten up his/her day!!