checked the application status for NUS and like what sally said they have finalised..and i got rejected without even a letter..how great..they even saved the trouble sending me letters..and if i have not go and check in the website..i would have stupidly be waiting for the letter from NUS..
great..no school wants me..and i needed all the console i could get but my mum just kept nagging at me.."see if you had been more hardworking before your A-Levels you would have done like waiyue..and you dun have to worry about which school you want to go","why dun you study harder?","you are not stupid you noe,you didn't study hard enough.."

yeah,sure,sometimes,i hope i was stupid..so i dun have to face the high expectation of my family and relatives..and yesh,i didn't study hard enough perhaps(to them..) but i am sure,pretty sure that i put in full effort for my physics.,stayin up asking people questions..hahaz..bothering him somemore..ask ivan sum.even went all the way.and what did i get in the end?A "D" for physics..i just sux in the subject..and neither did i except a "D" for my econs..though i never(yesh,never) aced in econs but normally,i dun do so badly..a change of marking scheme,i suppose and i was shocked to get the kind of essay question i got..but anyway,it's over..

all is over and done with..i should prepare myself to work..maybe working for some company as part-time admin stuff or what for some time..maybe then to work for my pocket money then perhaps start my course either next year or the year after next..been thinking alot..but not sure which private university is more recognised..later study 3 years,then the degree not recognised,i die sia..hahaz..