haiz... today still must work.. but luckily this coming friday is a PUBLIC holidays.. haiz..most of my friends are becomin slackers now..hahaz...coz their job ended in march...i mean the contract and stuff..heez...i am applying for smu now...a bit late hor?hehe...but just decided to try out lohz...if can't get in only a waste of $15 mahz...kekez...but at least can buy a hope ba..=) dunnoe lehz...i feel that the greater the hope the greater the disappointment also...haiz...would you rather have hope or live in despair,for fear of disappointment with hope??i choose the latter though..hahaz...no disappointment..i have been disappointed for LOADS and TONS of times..i already lose hope in everything i do,even when i like someone...haiz...when is my prince charming goin to appeaR???when??where??

shower me with love...i need it...reallie...