class gathering today..expected around maybe 14 people,but turned up only 10 ba.. namely joanna,deborah,simin,winnie,kailian,peisi eileen,ziwei and me..weitowe and weiyong joined us slightly later..then meet jacqueline who was working when we are waiting for others to arrive..she was doin some survey on the trust.sg..i think i see tha logo on the sunday times,in the comic section before leh..hahaz..

the response..haiz..i am utterly disappointed..very disappointing indeed..haiz..next time,i won't be organising already..even though simin said she expected it,but i still very much take it to heart..well,i think that's me lo..

could actually see that we are not reallie enjoying ourselves very much..some actually didn't want to eat marche but we couldn't reallie come to a decision so still marche in the end..wasn't in a great mood,that's all i can say..coz i just couldn't believe that out of 14 guys i have asked,only 3 turned up and i think ziwei reallie feels out-of-place when both weiyong and weitowe were not around..anyway,i also feel slightly awkward..dunnoe why..and a bit paiseh..told the others around 14-16 will turn up but in the end..such poor response..all last minute say couldn't turn up..expected la..but i just couldn't reallie the fact that i am such poor organiser then..
reallie feel like crying at one point of time..but managed not to..tried very hard to enjoy myself but couldn't help being sad..until maybe i finally got to give up on organising..and get to xiang tong(think over?) le..hai~

after joanna and deb went home,perhaps due to the boring activities or just purely curfews,i dunnoe..we decided to go to a shop selling coffee to chat..just purely chat..meet weitowe who was coming to join us,or rather just meet us for a short and a reallie short while..hahaz...then he left for clubbing le lor..when weiyong came to find us to accompany him go home..haha..but we(aka me and eileen) weren't quite prepared to go home so early,haha..we both had iced coffee..the cheapest and i supposed the most unnice..it's awfully bitter..reminds me cyndi's song..haha..on my way..hai~ doubt i can sleep well tonight...

didn't reallie talk much,even to joanna..sorrie ger..i was not in the mood to talk much..hehe..and like got nothing much to say..haha..we meet too often le..hehe..

hopefully,everyone enjoyed themselves lah..haha..coz i didn't reallie enjoyed much..too disappointed to even enjoy..haha